Lies

[slightlyanangel]

I will never understand why people have to lie, or exadurate the truth into a lie, and I will never understand why people do things they know they'll be ashamed of later either. I can understand trying to protect someone, however lies only hurt everyone. I know people can live their lives how they want, but I dont understand the need to purposly try to ruin someones life. I will never be capable of understanding why grown adults feel the need to lie. IF EVERYONE WOULD STOP AND THINK FOR A MOMENT....I can completely understand how these lies would benifit those people lying, but if I was lying how would these lyes benifit me...THEY WOULDN'T. Kristas lie keeps her innocent in the eyes of her father, and Kellys lie makes me look like a lier which protects Krista, but all that is happening is your destroying those close to you (like Jason and John) I do not want to destroy Jason and I's relationship (so why would I lie), and John is the only person in your family that I have respect for, because the man has to put up with so much unnessesary bullshit. I would really like to have a long personal conversation with John, unfortunately that will probably never happen do to the bullshit created by his own family. So everyone ask themselves what my reasons would be to lie (I have none), but then ask yourself why Krista would lie (its clearly obvious), and Kelly will clearly lie to "protect" her children, when in fact it just hurts them. You can do what ever you want to me or say what ever you want about me it doesn't really bother me, but is there really a need to hurt Jason your own son and brother? I AM SHOCKED!!!! I want Jason to be close with his family as I have become with mine, but would anyone want to get close with someone who trys to sabotoge their relationships? I doubt it. I can not do anything about how people veiw me, other than be myself and allow time to clear up such a distorted picture and expose what is true and real. IF YOU DONT LIKE MY COMMENTS YOU DONT HAVE TO READ THEM, AND IF THEY BOTHER YOU, I CAN ONLY SAY THE TRUTH IS BRUTAL TO THOSE WHO CHOSE TO LIE OR DO THINGS THEIR ASHAMED OF. As for Jason and I we are together and will be together, and the more people try to come between us, the closer we seem to get. So the only reason I mind any of this, is because I see the hurt it causes Jason. I think he's been hurt enough in this life. I think everyone has.
Also, for those who feel the need to erase posts and so forth, know that I still have copies of them all and am more than willing to share them with anyone who would like to see them.