May 17, 2005 20:50
I went out today. This is the 4th time since I've been home. I was so happy when I got back home. I browsed barnes & noble for a few hours and then got my oil changed where I ran into my high school physics teacher. She was one of my favorite teachers and so we talked for a while. But I much prefer the quiet isolation of my home. Walking around in my pajamas all day, just writing and thinking has made me really happy and peaceful. I think I'm just lazy and there's not much here worth putting on make up and clothes for. heh, yeah that sounds about right. I've been doing a lot of writing, mostly for that godforsaken paper (I sent the 4th revision to Jen today), but I want to write more poetry. I'm trying to work on writing when I'm happy, but everything I try just kind of sucks. I find that rather amusing, and so I haven't actually written any poems but I've downloaded lots of music. :) And now I'm going to watch the Spurs game.