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I've been rather down the last few days.
I have that feeling again that everything is changing even though there's no immediate outward indication or evidence. It's that feeling I got when I was expelled from high school; here I'm at a turning point. Decisions must be made. I can go one direction or I can go another.
CJ is getting married, I've been steadily putting Alex behind me. Meghan will be graduating soon, and Mom... I'm worried about her health. I'm afraid her bypass surgery is eventually going to kill her.
Anyway, this is the atmosphere of my life. I'm uncomfortable with it, and it brings me down.
I have that feeling again that everything is changing even though there's no immediate outward indication or evidence. It's that feeling I got when I was expelled from high school; here I'm at a turning point. Decisions must be made. I can go one direction or I can go another.
CJ is getting married, I've been steadily putting Alex behind me. Meghan will be graduating soon, and Mom... I'm worried about her health. I'm afraid her bypass surgery is eventually going to kill her.
Anyway, this is the atmosphere of my life. I'm uncomfortable with it, and it brings me down.