i am sooooooooo stupid *rolls eyes*

[slideintomyroom]

don't even argue. you ALL know it. just shut up and live with my stupidity. why is it so cold in here... weird. i've got to go to some 'back to school' shit party. i don't want to go... but it's not like i have a choice. heh. i got sleep...woo. just for the record..it didn't help. i won't go into detail my..night..cuz it's not that important. went to sleep at 2, that's all u need to know. i just can't get over that feeling of being stabbed by something... feeling sorta apprehensive...
mmm why? why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why WHY?!?! i already accepted this part of me... but i just wanna know why in the FUCK i'm like this!
i'll just..take a shower or something. something productive at least. maybe i'll actually do that book log.
o ya..i hate being tested..and interrogated. *shudder*
i don't think you understand the feeling when you don't have to fake a smile anymore.
::Anna::
I feel so powerless
I've got to stop it somehow
oh come on, what can I do?

Why's it happening?
How's it happening without me?
Why's it happening?