Beauty in the Least. . .
these last two weeks have been a bad year. yet again i'm growing older than i should be. . .
feeling so lonely lately. i think it's just from all the crap that's happened in the last two weeks. so many memories from last year keep creeping on me. i've made so many mistakes in the past, lost so many good friends, it's unnerving. . . but in all of this i look out my window and see fireflies, three to be exact. they stop by my window every night and now posess the names of harold, greg, and rhonda:-P it's amazing to watch them light up (we didn't have them in Ca.) it's so wierd, i feel so much older yet i have this childish streak to me that won't let me feel down for long. i think i just nee a back rub. . .
feeling so lonely lately. i think it's just from all the crap that's happened in the last two weeks. so many memories from last year keep creeping on me. i've made so many mistakes in the past, lost so many good friends, it's unnerving. . . but in all of this i look out my window and see fireflies, three to be exact. they stop by my window every night and now posess the names of harold, greg, and rhonda:-P it's amazing to watch them light up (we didn't have them in Ca.) it's so wierd, i feel so much older yet i have this childish streak to me that won't let me feel down for long. i think i just nee a back rub. . .