It's Been Awhile....
It's been a long time since i've been able to update this thing. I dont get online much anymore. I work alot. Damn gas prices turned me into a fuckin workaholic.
I've never felt so fuckin depressed and alone than how i do now. Everything was going good for awhile. But of coarse now that everything was good, everything turns around and starts spiraling back down. I think I need to go see another shrink. Things are just getting to be too much. I'd explain but i'd be like every other person on here that goes into detail about their depression that no one really gives a flying fuck about. But then they'll comment trying to say they know what they're going through. FUCK THAT. If people REALLY knew what I was going through, and REALLY knew how I felt when all that shit happend, And REALLY did give a shit about me, they would have tried talking to me insted of commenting on my fucking journal "dont be sad, everything will be ok" Ugh...People these days....
Ugh, nevermind, Fuck this and fuck everything.
Just Pretend Im dead.
I've never felt so fuckin depressed and alone than how i do now. Everything was going good for awhile. But of coarse now that everything was good, everything turns around and starts spiraling back down. I think I need to go see another shrink. Things are just getting to be too much. I'd explain but i'd be like every other person on here that goes into detail about their depression that no one really gives a flying fuck about. But then they'll comment trying to say they know what they're going through. FUCK THAT. If people REALLY knew what I was going through, and REALLY knew how I felt when all that shit happend, And REALLY did give a shit about me, they would have tried talking to me insted of commenting on my fucking journal "dont be sad, everything will be ok" Ugh...People these days....
Ugh, nevermind, Fuck this and fuck everything.
Just Pretend Im dead.