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gabriel and sarah visited me today. we had pizza and played pool. it was strange. i don't like the way she wears her pants.i don't hate her though. and i don't like the kind of pinneaple they put on my pizza. gabriel and i are perturbed and annoyed with frankie, it's possible that he's the biggest camouflaged asshole, or more likely, just incredibly confused and boyish.oh well. strange as it is, i'm surely excited for the con. it makes me happy about the people that arre going. mmmmm mmmmmm. and i'm still bouncing on clouds from the willy and cheryl sight. and gettting a relaxed evening with the young family. teeeheee they are so funny and emily makes me laugh so many times. just yesterday i realized that i have the longest lasting most wonderful crush. i talked to him last night and i feel wretched about our destructive oscillation patterns with people other than eachother. it's brought about a number of saddening events, and we must be stopped. for the rest of the semester, every morning A block, i'm gonna help mrs. brehm with her elementary art classes. i'm really excited, but also cautious because between classes of kids, and time with lilly, my nesting is going to go bonkers, and all i'll want to do is have my own. i won't, but it's just the worst feeling, being around little squealers and feeling all empty nest. i'm 17 this shouldn't really be happening yet. me and melissa should just get some dolls to knit booties for, and maybe that would do.my mum bought me a rapidograph and i cried, cuz it reminds me so much of jevana "j-skillet in the membrane" noel bouquin....sighhhhhh, i'm afraid to use it, but also incredibly eager. i dreamed that me and jevana were like griffin and sabine, not the crazy beautiful emotional part, but how sabine could see griffin's drawing when she closed her eyes. i dreamed that and it was comforting.
SHOUTNESS TO ALL CONFEREES----- BIG FAT OBESE-LIKE EMPHASIS ON BRINGING THE PROVERBIAL 'TOUCH' BACK INTO TOUCH GROUPS. WORD, SHIT CAN WE PUHHHLEEASE TRY AND MAKE TOUCHGROUPS AN ENOURMOUS PART OF THE CON AGAIN? BRING ABOUT THE GOLDEN AGE ONCE MORE? I'M ON MY KNEES. TOUCHGROUPS! RAHRAHRAH!
SHOUTNESS TO ALL CONFEREES----- BIG FAT OBESE-LIKE EMPHASIS ON BRINGING THE PROVERBIAL 'TOUCH' BACK INTO TOUCH GROUPS. WORD, SHIT CAN WE PUHHHLEEASE TRY AND MAKE TOUCHGROUPS AN ENOURMOUS PART OF THE CON AGAIN? BRING ABOUT THE GOLDEN AGE ONCE MORE? I'M ON MY KNEES. TOUCHGROUPS! RAHRAHRAH!