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I think I have PTSD from last semester, straight up.
Everything is way too stressful right now. And there isn't anything to be stressed out about. I'm just getting stressed out anticipating being stressed out, which is kind of stupid, since I don't even know yet whether or not I'll be stressed.
Oy.
I feel like every endeavor is too much. Trying to get up in the morning (ok, ok, the afternoon) and clean and read and go to work seems like too much to ask of myself. And it really shouldn't be.
Everything is way too stressful right now. And there isn't anything to be stressed out about. I'm just getting stressed out anticipating being stressed out, which is kind of stupid, since I don't even know yet whether or not I'll be stressed.
Oy.
I feel like every endeavor is too much. Trying to get up in the morning (ok, ok, the afternoon) and clean and read and go to work seems like too much to ask of myself. And it really shouldn't be.