i dont have a subject.
I found my password in my old email to lj yesterday.
So i guess i feel obligated to write something or whatever.
I'm in A.A. and i am very relieved.
I found myself making lists, making promises and not being able to fullfill any of those things. I thought it was because i was lazy or weak willed.
Most of my mornings consisted being hungover and my days of lies and manipulation.
I have had 60 consecutive days without drinking or smoking pot.
and i can actually tolerate life. I can actually deal with reality.
So i guess i feel obligated to write something or whatever.
I'm in A.A. and i am very relieved.
I found myself making lists, making promises and not being able to fullfill any of those things. I thought it was because i was lazy or weak willed.
Most of my mornings consisted being hungover and my days of lies and manipulation.
I have had 60 consecutive days without drinking or smoking pot.
and i can actually tolerate life. I can actually deal with reality.