Dec 20, 2004 12:19
So, Jenn, you want to know the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth? Here you go...
Yes, honestly, I do love you... well, at least I think I do, I've been known to get that feeling confused before... I love you about as much as someone can without never have actually met the other person... I just hate expressing it... like I said, every time I do, my heart gets torn out and crushed, and I don't want that, so, that's why I keep a little distance and I seem weird...
if you're happy with this guy, whoever he is, I'm not going to stop you, just don't do anything... stupid
it's funny, I always thought that the day I heard you tell me that you found somebody it would feel like a huge weight would be lifted from me, but, instead I feel utterly crushed... I'm going to go now, hopefully you'll call me tonight (morning, whatever)...