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[slickindy]

I've come to a sobering realization that I hate being lied to... I really don't like it at all... I found out that Abby was lying to me, well I knew, but I didn't know how much... Erika lies to me as well as herself... I have no idea what's up with Jenn... I know she likes me, but I really have no idea what's going on with her and Joe and Jose... worst part is, I can't express this new found hatred of being lied to to these people... Abby never talks to me, Erika has an uncanny ability of changing subjects, and Jenn is just Jenn...

damnit, Jenn, get your phone fixed and call me... my brain is going to explode... I feel like crying and screaming, tearing my hair out, running in the rain... I don't know...