Confusion

[slickerz]

I don't know what to do anymore
I'm hurt, I'm confused, I'm lost
but I'm also leaving
I have to accept that
It'd be easier if somewhere would accept me
My future is uncertain
It's been that way for awhile
I should just accept whatever happens happens
I should just stop questioning
It's so hard not to
In 2 months i'll be gone
I'll basically be alone
Starting new
Starting fresh
Second thoughtz cloud my head
What could've been, what could be if I stay
I can't stay
I know I need to leave
But why now?