before the nurses came, took you away
I went to bed early, and dreamt very vivid, strange dreams. Then I thought I was awake, but it turns out I was really dreaming. But when I thought I was awake, I just laid in bed and I had some cognitive statements like "what is wrong with me?" and "when will I figure out what I need" and "when am I going to change?".
Then there was a knock on my door, and it was in real life. I said loudly "yeah?", but it turns out it was my cat. But the second I became honestly awake, my heart went faster and harder than I've really ever felt it. If you were lying next to me, or even if you were in the same room, you could literally hear it, no exageration.
Then Mario poked my toe and let out a little cry.
Then there was a knock on my door, and it was in real life. I said loudly "yeah?", but it turns out it was my cat. But the second I became honestly awake, my heart went faster and harder than I've really ever felt it. If you were lying next to me, or even if you were in the same room, you could literally hear it, no exageration.
Then Mario poked my toe and let out a little cry.