Have you come here to play Jesus to the lepers in your head
I can't sleep. Thinking about this shit and losing something I thought was so good makes me sick to my stomach.
She said "why can't it go back to the way it was?"
All I can think about is why it has to be this way. I know it's hard, I know it's emotional, and I know it just plain hurts.
I also know that the hardest thing to do is to deal with things despite all of the negative feelings and thoughts. People do it though, and I don't think it's because they really want to put themselves through that. It's just fucking right.
What's going on now just isn't right. It doesn't make any logical sense. It doesn't add up and it's making two people feel horrible.
I wish it were simple and I wish I could always give her everything she wanted, but that's not what love is. It's complicated, it takes some things we want away, and it takes a lot of work.
But it's so good overall it shouldn't be ignored or pushed back.
But then again, if it were that simple I wouldn't be bitching and moaning right now.
But it doesn't feel like bitching and moaning. It feels like thigns are upside down and I can't get this terrible feeling out of my stomach.
She said "why can't it go back to the way it was?"
All I can think about is why it has to be this way. I know it's hard, I know it's emotional, and I know it just plain hurts.
I also know that the hardest thing to do is to deal with things despite all of the negative feelings and thoughts. People do it though, and I don't think it's because they really want to put themselves through that. It's just fucking right.
What's going on now just isn't right. It doesn't make any logical sense. It doesn't add up and it's making two people feel horrible.
I wish it were simple and I wish I could always give her everything she wanted, but that's not what love is. It's complicated, it takes some things we want away, and it takes a lot of work.
But it's so good overall it shouldn't be ignored or pushed back.
But then again, if it were that simple I wouldn't be bitching and moaning right now.
But it doesn't feel like bitching and moaning. It feels like thigns are upside down and I can't get this terrible feeling out of my stomach.