Hands were meant for shaking, not tying
Anyone ever been in love with a woman who seems to be a walking contradiction and her cute, surprisingly intelligent and loving daughter? If you have, let me know what to do (or what not to do).
Besides hurting, things have been going pretty good lately. School is good, work is okay (can't say it doesn't suck much, so that's good), and my friends are there for me, even though I haven't had much time for them lately. My dad opened up a beer distributor in Jim Thorpe and it is doing really good.
The dunkin donuts lady was so nice to me today. She gav me a free donut because I go there so often. Also, everytime i go she is smiling and making short periods of conversation because she is obviously a sweet person.
I don't know what the fuck I was thinking with some of the things I did in the past (the past including up until I met Lisa). Now I know exactly what I'm doing and what I want. Ironic that someone 7 years my senior doesn't know any of that. She isn't even clear on what I am to her now. She just wants the love without the work, and it just doesn't work that way.
Like always, I just want to do what is right, but I swear that for the first time in my life I can see what that is 100 percent clearly. Whatever happens, I'm still me and my life goes on as planned, but this will be engraved in my mind forever. I know it will because it's proven to me that I am a man. I don't have the means to fully financially support myself or a family yet, but there's no doubt in my mind that I will. All I know is that I will always have enough energy for those that I love.
It's sappy as fuck, but it's real and it had to get out somehow.
Besides hurting, things have been going pretty good lately. School is good, work is okay (can't say it doesn't suck much, so that's good), and my friends are there for me, even though I haven't had much time for them lately. My dad opened up a beer distributor in Jim Thorpe and it is doing really good.
The dunkin donuts lady was so nice to me today. She gav me a free donut because I go there so often. Also, everytime i go she is smiling and making short periods of conversation because she is obviously a sweet person.
I don't know what the fuck I was thinking with some of the things I did in the past (the past including up until I met Lisa). Now I know exactly what I'm doing and what I want. Ironic that someone 7 years my senior doesn't know any of that. She isn't even clear on what I am to her now. She just wants the love without the work, and it just doesn't work that way.
Like always, I just want to do what is right, but I swear that for the first time in my life I can see what that is 100 percent clearly. Whatever happens, I'm still me and my life goes on as planned, but this will be engraved in my mind forever. I know it will because it's proven to me that I am a man. I don't have the means to fully financially support myself or a family yet, but there's no doubt in my mind that I will. All I know is that I will always have enough energy for those that I love.
It's sappy as fuck, but it's real and it had to get out somehow.