one more look like that could set this mission in motion
I guess the initial thrill of the computer is over. That and I'm exhausted in every sense of the word.
Work is cool, but school is actually killing me. This morning I left for reading at 8, got lost downtown and got there at 10:15 for my theatre class. I walk in the building and say "i hate this fucking class" and my professor was right behind the slightly open door. Then I came back and took the impossible test of Dr. Kelley's adult psych class. It's not even sutdying, its like rote memorization. I think he should put less emphasis on numbers and stats and more on development period.
I called off work, took a nap, sutdied and here I am. Tired, sore, exhausted and ache ridden.
My brother started a new job that I think he will do okay in. It's like the one I had with home instead senior care the summer before last. I got to see him friday, and that was pretty cool.
I'm spending a lot more time independently because of all the running around I'm doing. It's a little strange because i'm around hundreds of people a day, but sometimes I get a little lonely. And I haven't even hooked up with anyone in the longest time ever. I'm not feeling bad in general, just not like myself.
As far as dating goes, it's not like I'm any less hungry for closeness and sex, but I haven't been expressing it much lately. I don't even care much about it lately, but the few times I think about it it's weird to see the switch from year to year.
Either that or I'm a loser who started smelling really bad and didn't know it. Althogh if I did smell bad, I'd hope I knew so I could try and do something about it.
Work is cool, but school is actually killing me. This morning I left for reading at 8, got lost downtown and got there at 10:15 for my theatre class. I walk in the building and say "i hate this fucking class" and my professor was right behind the slightly open door. Then I came back and took the impossible test of Dr. Kelley's adult psych class. It's not even sutdying, its like rote memorization. I think he should put less emphasis on numbers and stats and more on development period.
I called off work, took a nap, sutdied and here I am. Tired, sore, exhausted and ache ridden.
My brother started a new job that I think he will do okay in. It's like the one I had with home instead senior care the summer before last. I got to see him friday, and that was pretty cool.
I'm spending a lot more time independently because of all the running around I'm doing. It's a little strange because i'm around hundreds of people a day, but sometimes I get a little lonely. And I haven't even hooked up with anyone in the longest time ever. I'm not feeling bad in general, just not like myself.
As far as dating goes, it's not like I'm any less hungry for closeness and sex, but I haven't been expressing it much lately. I don't even care much about it lately, but the few times I think about it it's weird to see the switch from year to year.
Either that or I'm a loser who started smelling really bad and didn't know it. Althogh if I did smell bad, I'd hope I knew so I could try and do something about it.