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okay so apparently my lifes over again...my social life that is
so basically...last night we were all out at a bar and everyone got drunk and someone pissed me off so i left him at the bar...then he called my house at four in the morning and left a message talking about bud...mhm..k so that woke my mom up and then she determined...because of that message...im a drug dealer and i can no longer drive my car after five...my cel phone was taken away...and i recieve NO money at all...no matter what its for...and my paycheck that comes next week from me busting my ass EVERYDAY all goes to her.... but it gets better....i called to talk to xav earlier cus he was like call me back in thirty minutes...well his mom answers the phone...who used to love me i might add...and she actually says to me...no u cant talk to him because ur jailbait and i dont want u hanging around him nemore...im like why am i jailbait if im only his freind...and shes like well whatever u might think its not gonna happen so stop trying to make it happen...and im like um i dont liek xav like that hes like my bro...and shes like well u just need to stay away from him...then ses like call back in ten minutes and ill be gone. wtf is going on. i just lost two bestfreinds because one fucked me over and ones mom is bipolar. plus i have no car no money and even tho i work fucking hard...i get no fucking rewards...and the best part is...i atually didnt even do nething wrong for once. i want to seriously kill myself... those thoughts have never actually crossed my mind. i dont know what the hell is going on with me or my freinds but im so fucking full of anger and hate towards certain people i just dont know what iim going to do. i want to leave this town again. i want to go somewhere where i can be away from all these stupid people. i think i should become a nomad hobo or something. why is it that every fucking time i think something is going so well i get absolutely fucked...?
so basically...last night we were all out at a bar and everyone got drunk and someone pissed me off so i left him at the bar...then he called my house at four in the morning and left a message talking about bud...mhm..k so that woke my mom up and then she determined...because of that message...im a drug dealer and i can no longer drive my car after five...my cel phone was taken away...and i recieve NO money at all...no matter what its for...and my paycheck that comes next week from me busting my ass EVERYDAY all goes to her.... but it gets better....i called to talk to xav earlier cus he was like call me back in thirty minutes...well his mom answers the phone...who used to love me i might add...and she actually says to me...no u cant talk to him because ur jailbait and i dont want u hanging around him nemore...im like why am i jailbait if im only his freind...and shes like well whatever u might think its not gonna happen so stop trying to make it happen...and im like um i dont liek xav like that hes like my bro...and shes like well u just need to stay away from him...then ses like call back in ten minutes and ill be gone. wtf is going on. i just lost two bestfreinds because one fucked me over and ones mom is bipolar. plus i have no car no money and even tho i work fucking hard...i get no fucking rewards...and the best part is...i atually didnt even do nething wrong for once. i want to seriously kill myself... those thoughts have never actually crossed my mind. i dont know what the hell is going on with me or my freinds but im so fucking full of anger and hate towards certain people i just dont know what iim going to do. i want to leave this town again. i want to go somewhere where i can be away from all these stupid people. i think i should become a nomad hobo or something. why is it that every fucking time i think something is going so well i get absolutely fucked...?