IAMSOFAKINGGAY
wELL, i KNOW i HAVEN'T UPDATED IN AWHILE, SO HERE'S FOR ALL YOU GUYS WHO ACUTALLY READ MY LJ. hMMM...RIGHT NOW IM DOING A BUTTLOAD OF HW, SO iLL BE UP FOR AWHILE. i HATE READING FOR ENGLISH CUZ THEY SWEAR LIKE I CAN READ AND ANALYZE A BOOK AT THE SAME TIME, AND STILL REMEMBER ALL THAT STUPID STUFF FOR A QUIZ, ITS LIKE THREE THINGS IN ONE. wHUT ELSE, I DIDNT GET TO GO TO eL cENTRO THIS WEEK CUZ i HAD TO WORK ON COLLEGE STUFF, AND I REALLY DIDN'T DO MUCH OF THAT EITHER, ALTHOUGH i DID FIX AN ESSAY AND FINISH PART OF A usc APP. iMMA FOR SURE GO DOWN TO eL cENTRO IN NOVEMBER, I JUST GOTTA WORK MY BUTT OFF, PLUS ONCE H/C IS OVER, THERE WILL BE MORE TIME FOR ME AND LESS STRESS. i DUNNNO IF THIS IS GOOD OR BAD, BUT I HAVE 2 PROM DATES ALREADY, AND I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING WITH BOTH OF THEM. oHH YA, IN CASE UR WONDERING, IM GOING TO MY PROM and iMPERIAL hs PROM, AS LONG AS THE DATES DO NOT CONFLICT AND STUFF, CUZ THAT WOULD SUCK BALLS. pROM'S GONNA BE toit, EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER AWAY, IT WILL BE HERE IN NO TIME. aITE, CHECK THIS OUT, I HAVE THIS FRIEND, RIGHT...WELL HE KINDA LIKES TWO GIRLS RIGHT NOW, BUT HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. hE'S NOT LOOKING FOR A RELATIONSHIP CUZ HE HAS A LOT ON HIS PLATE ALREADY, BUT HE IS INTERESTED IN THESE TWO TOIT TIGERS, LOL. i TOLD HIM HE SHOULD PRAY ABOUT IT AND NOT WORRY, WHAT DO U THINK, LOL. aNYWAYS, Y DONT PEOPLE BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY THAT iM SHY. jUST TONIGHT I WAS TALKING TO FRANKI AND SHE WAS LIKE, "uR NOT SHY," AND I WAS LIKE, "wtf, I THINK I KNOW MYSELF BETTER THAN YOU DO," LOL. cOMMET ON THAT PEEPS, AM I SHY OR AREN'T I?
oK, ANOTHER KINDA DILEMA, I WANTED TO ASK MISS FRANCESCA VITALE TO H/C, BUUUUUT...SHE GOT ASKED BEFORE I COULD ASK HER. i WAITED SO LONG TO ASK HER CUZ I WANTED TO MAKE SURE SHE REALLY WANTED TO GO W/ ME, SO WHEN I FOUND OUT SHE TURNED HER EX DOWN, I WAS LIKE, "OK, ILL ASK HER." bUT THEN THIS GUY MIKE ASKS HER AND SHE SAYS YES, SO NOW...WHY WOULD YOU SAY NO TO ONE GUY BUT YES TO THE OTHER, SINCE SHE TELLS ME THAT SHE DIDNT' WANNA GO W/ MIKE. i DUNNO, ANYWAYS, IM ALL SET TO GO W/ STEPH'S FRIEND ELLIA, AND THEN THIS GIRL WRITES ME A LETTER ASKING ME TO H/C. aND I FEEL BAD CUZ I HEAR IT TAKES MAJOR BALLS FOR A GIRL TO ASK A GUY TO A DANCE, BUT I GOTTA SAY NO CUZ I ALREADY HAVE A DATE, BUT THE THING IS SHE ASKED ME ON THURSDAY AND I HAVEN'T GIVEN HER AN ANSWER CUZ I HAVENT SEEN HER AT SCHOOL. SO I FEEL BAD CUZ I PROLLY GOT HER HOPES UP AFTER WAITING FOR SO LONG. aNYWAYS, HMM...I HAVE A H/C DATE, AND 2 PROM DATES, BUT I AM SINGLE FOR WINTER FORMAL AND SADIES, SO GIRLS, ASK AWAY, LOL. i DONT WANNA HAVE ALL MY DANCES PLANNED OUT, SO WE'LL SEE WHO I END UP GOING WITH TO WINTER FORMAL. aND AS FOR SADIES, HOPEFULLY ILL GET THE PERSON I WANT TO ASK ME, ASK ME, WHICH WILL BE A FIRST FOR ME WHEN I DON'T HAVE A G/F. i KINDA LIKE BEING SINGLE NOW, NOT THAT I DIDNT LIKE HAVING A G/F, CUZ I WAS WITH A REALLY AMAZING GIRL, I THINK I JUST LIKE BEING A SINGLE GUY AGAIN. tHE ONLY THING THAT SUX IS THAT MY FRIENDS ALL HAVE G/F, AND IM SINGLE NOW, LOL. i LIKE ALL OF THE GIRLS THEY'RE WITH, CUZ THEY'RE COOL, BUT I DONT LIKE SOME OF THEM WHEN THEY ARE TOGETHER, BUT ITS NOT MY RIGHT TO TELL THEM ANYTHING, IM JUST VOICING MY OPINION ON MY OWN JOURNAL.
HMMM...I REALIZE A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE HURTING, BUT THEY DONT SHOW IT. iM GUILTY OF THAT TOO, I JUST WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT a) IM NOT PERFECT AND I HAVE MY OWN DRAMA AND ANGER PROBLEMS AND STUFF AND b) IF YOU EVER NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO YOU CAN ALWAYS CALL ME OR TALK TO ME CUZ IM WILLING TO LISTEN, DONT HESITATE TO ASK. i HAVE SOME AMAZING FRIENDS, BOTH IN AND OUT OF CHURCH, I HOPE I CAN BRING SOME MORE PEOPLE TO CHRIST, CUZ I WAS TALKING TO FRANKI TONIGHT, AND WE WERE BOTH TALKING ABOUT HOW SOMETIEMS WE WONDER WHAT REALLY MATTERS, LIKE IF THE HW WE ALWAYS GET MATTERS AND STUFF. aND I REALIZED THAT THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS IS CHRIST AND WHAT WE DO FOR HIS KINGDOM. i KNOW IM A BIG HYPOCRIT, BUT I NEED YOU GUYS TO KEEP ME ACCOUNTABLE...CUZ LAST TIME I HAD AN ACCOUNTABILITY PARTNER, IT DIDNT WORK OUT TOO WELL, LOL. bUT YA, IMMA START PRAYING DAILY FOR MY UNSAVED FRIENDS TO COME TO KNOW CHRIST, AND I ASK FOR YOU GUYS TO PRAY FOR ME TO THAT GOD GIVES ME THE BALLS TO DO WHAT HE ASKS OF ME. YA, WELL I KNOW THIS IS A LONG ENTRY, SO ILL LEAVE OFF AT THIS, DONT FORGET TO COMMENT, AND UNTIL NEXT TIME..... IMMA PRAY FUR YOOO (W/ THE VALLEY ACCENT, LOL)
oK, ANOTHER KINDA DILEMA, I WANTED TO ASK MISS FRANCESCA VITALE TO H/C, BUUUUUT...SHE GOT ASKED BEFORE I COULD ASK HER. i WAITED SO LONG TO ASK HER CUZ I WANTED TO MAKE SURE SHE REALLY WANTED TO GO W/ ME, SO WHEN I FOUND OUT SHE TURNED HER EX DOWN, I WAS LIKE, "OK, ILL ASK HER." bUT THEN THIS GUY MIKE ASKS HER AND SHE SAYS YES, SO NOW...WHY WOULD YOU SAY NO TO ONE GUY BUT YES TO THE OTHER, SINCE SHE TELLS ME THAT SHE DIDNT' WANNA GO W/ MIKE. i DUNNO, ANYWAYS, IM ALL SET TO GO W/ STEPH'S FRIEND ELLIA, AND THEN THIS GIRL WRITES ME A LETTER ASKING ME TO H/C. aND I FEEL BAD CUZ I HEAR IT TAKES MAJOR BALLS FOR A GIRL TO ASK A GUY TO A DANCE, BUT I GOTTA SAY NO CUZ I ALREADY HAVE A DATE, BUT THE THING IS SHE ASKED ME ON THURSDAY AND I HAVEN'T GIVEN HER AN ANSWER CUZ I HAVENT SEEN HER AT SCHOOL. SO I FEEL BAD CUZ I PROLLY GOT HER HOPES UP AFTER WAITING FOR SO LONG. aNYWAYS, HMM...I HAVE A H/C DATE, AND 2 PROM DATES, BUT I AM SINGLE FOR WINTER FORMAL AND SADIES, SO GIRLS, ASK AWAY, LOL. i DONT WANNA HAVE ALL MY DANCES PLANNED OUT, SO WE'LL SEE WHO I END UP GOING WITH TO WINTER FORMAL. aND AS FOR SADIES, HOPEFULLY ILL GET THE PERSON I WANT TO ASK ME, ASK ME, WHICH WILL BE A FIRST FOR ME WHEN I DON'T HAVE A G/F. i KINDA LIKE BEING SINGLE NOW, NOT THAT I DIDNT LIKE HAVING A G/F, CUZ I WAS WITH A REALLY AMAZING GIRL, I THINK I JUST LIKE BEING A SINGLE GUY AGAIN. tHE ONLY THING THAT SUX IS THAT MY FRIENDS ALL HAVE G/F, AND IM SINGLE NOW, LOL. i LIKE ALL OF THE GIRLS THEY'RE WITH, CUZ THEY'RE COOL, BUT I DONT LIKE SOME OF THEM WHEN THEY ARE TOGETHER, BUT ITS NOT MY RIGHT TO TELL THEM ANYTHING, IM JUST VOICING MY OPINION ON MY OWN JOURNAL.
HMMM...I REALIZE A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE HURTING, BUT THEY DONT SHOW IT. iM GUILTY OF THAT TOO, I JUST WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT a) IM NOT PERFECT AND I HAVE MY OWN DRAMA AND ANGER PROBLEMS AND STUFF AND b) IF YOU EVER NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO YOU CAN ALWAYS CALL ME OR TALK TO ME CUZ IM WILLING TO LISTEN, DONT HESITATE TO ASK. i HAVE SOME AMAZING FRIENDS, BOTH IN AND OUT OF CHURCH, I HOPE I CAN BRING SOME MORE PEOPLE TO CHRIST, CUZ I WAS TALKING TO FRANKI TONIGHT, AND WE WERE BOTH TALKING ABOUT HOW SOMETIEMS WE WONDER WHAT REALLY MATTERS, LIKE IF THE HW WE ALWAYS GET MATTERS AND STUFF. aND I REALIZED THAT THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS IS CHRIST AND WHAT WE DO FOR HIS KINGDOM. i KNOW IM A BIG HYPOCRIT, BUT I NEED YOU GUYS TO KEEP ME ACCOUNTABLE...CUZ LAST TIME I HAD AN ACCOUNTABILITY PARTNER, IT DIDNT WORK OUT TOO WELL, LOL. bUT YA, IMMA START PRAYING DAILY FOR MY UNSAVED FRIENDS TO COME TO KNOW CHRIST, AND I ASK FOR YOU GUYS TO PRAY FOR ME TO THAT GOD GIVES ME THE BALLS TO DO WHAT HE ASKS OF ME. YA, WELL I KNOW THIS IS A LONG ENTRY, SO ILL LEAVE OFF AT THIS, DONT FORGET TO COMMENT, AND UNTIL NEXT TIME..... IMMA PRAY FUR YOOO (W/ THE VALLEY ACCENT, LOL)