Found this on an old disk...
Heyy just found this on an old disk, itz just some rhymez i wrote in 6th grade about some people who i trusted n betrayed me...kinda an eerie poem but hey it was a weird time in my life lol
Obscured and Blinded
By: Nick Sloane March 25, 1999
As I lay here dying, my ember fades to dust
Life held many promises from people who I'd trust
Took some time, realized then that it was all for show
Behind their eyes, no truth but lies, who's real? you never know
What was held in store, what did they leave behind
Thought that I saw clearly, they hear me, realize I'm blind
My words fall on deaf ears, my world theirs for the taking
Spread their rumors, turned their backs, left me cold and shaking
Alone now, once promising, equal, feeling pride
Part of me is fighting this, the rest of me has died
Soon to follow is my spirit, then there goes my soul
Friends are not worth making, all they do is take a toll
All I want is freedom, a world with no more lies
I envision that as heaven as my body slowly dies
Take me now for who I am Lord I see thee at the gates
For people of this world have condemned me to cruel fates
Taken me for granted, my kindness, dumped me on the road
Said they loved me dearly, but frankly thats a load
Who's to trust, who's left after friends have made their mark
Stabbed you in the back, turn around and steal your heart
If this world condones such things, let me go on now
Loneliness is sinking in, I want to leave but how
Did all I could, if I had known all my time had been wasted
I would have left it all, for the betrayl I had tasted
Was more bitter than a poison, more power than a shot
Fell to the corruption as my soul is left to rot
If you see me standing there, don't stop me or my action
Without me in this world leads to utter satisfaction
Quenches the needs of those of you who turned and betrayed me
I want to say one last goodbye, there's no need to save me
Countdowns:
Hang-Out Day: 4 days
Possible Beach Day: 5 days
6 Month Anniversary: 1 week 3 days
School: 6 weeks 1 day
Obscured and Blinded
By: Nick Sloane March 25, 1999
As I lay here dying, my ember fades to dust
Life held many promises from people who I'd trust
Took some time, realized then that it was all for show
Behind their eyes, no truth but lies, who's real? you never know
What was held in store, what did they leave behind
Thought that I saw clearly, they hear me, realize I'm blind
My words fall on deaf ears, my world theirs for the taking
Spread their rumors, turned their backs, left me cold and shaking
Alone now, once promising, equal, feeling pride
Part of me is fighting this, the rest of me has died
Soon to follow is my spirit, then there goes my soul
Friends are not worth making, all they do is take a toll
All I want is freedom, a world with no more lies
I envision that as heaven as my body slowly dies
Take me now for who I am Lord I see thee at the gates
For people of this world have condemned me to cruel fates
Taken me for granted, my kindness, dumped me on the road
Said they loved me dearly, but frankly thats a load
Who's to trust, who's left after friends have made their mark
Stabbed you in the back, turn around and steal your heart
If this world condones such things, let me go on now
Loneliness is sinking in, I want to leave but how
Did all I could, if I had known all my time had been wasted
I would have left it all, for the betrayl I had tasted
Was more bitter than a poison, more power than a shot
Fell to the corruption as my soul is left to rot
If you see me standing there, don't stop me or my action
Without me in this world leads to utter satisfaction
Quenches the needs of those of you who turned and betrayed me
I want to say one last goodbye, there's no need to save me
Countdowns:
Hang-Out Day: 4 days
Possible Beach Day: 5 days
6 Month Anniversary: 1 week 3 days
School: 6 weeks 1 day