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Im all mixed up. Lol, what else is new. I lot of shit went down today. Some I wanted, some I didnt, and some I could do with out. Ive got two more mini papers to get into my Comp II professor, final exams for Chem, Philosophy, and WWII (Im stressed as all hell for Chem, though Im relatively sure Im gonna fail it)...then Im done. Then I take up as many hours as I can at work. Then I do everything in my power to enjoy the summer.
My mom loses her job soon, this is not a bad thing. Shes got another already set up and she got a month off. I plan on taking up as much of her time in learning how to drive. I actually have a car...I just need the license now. Its already getting too hot to sleep, were supposed to be getting a new AC for the house soon though so hopefully not many more uncomfortable nights. Im rant on cuz im still trying to take in all the days events...I cant sleep yet, minds too busy.
Had a few conversations noteworthy today as well. One I could have done with out, the other was unexpected.
Im finally giving into alot of situations and personal issues that Ive been too stubborn to deal with. Ive noticed lately that Im not as wrapped up in my trust issue as I once was. That may be me adapting to situation changes. That maybe me drinking to much.
Yes, Im a flaming alcoholic incase you didnt know.
As always, its the negative stuff thats most present, so that whats written. When Im not outrageously tired (and drained of blood from the doctors apt) things are going fine. Fun days here and there, Ive been working my butt off to get things together again. I realized that if I want to have fun I gotta stop waiting around for someone else to provide the opportunity for it and get it together myself. Though it would be really fricking cool if someone else was the planer everyone in awhile...or at the very least threw me a good idea as to what to do here and there. The other day the park was suggested which I must say was a good idea and must happen more often. *shurg* Things arnt bad, not great either...but ok.
My mom loses her job soon, this is not a bad thing. Shes got another already set up and she got a month off. I plan on taking up as much of her time in learning how to drive. I actually have a car...I just need the license now. Its already getting too hot to sleep, were supposed to be getting a new AC for the house soon though so hopefully not many more uncomfortable nights. Im rant on cuz im still trying to take in all the days events...I cant sleep yet, minds too busy.
Had a few conversations noteworthy today as well. One I could have done with out, the other was unexpected.
Im finally giving into alot of situations and personal issues that Ive been too stubborn to deal with. Ive noticed lately that Im not as wrapped up in my trust issue as I once was. That may be me adapting to situation changes. That maybe me drinking to much.
Yes, Im a flaming alcoholic incase you didnt know.
As always, its the negative stuff thats most present, so that whats written. When Im not outrageously tired (and drained of blood from the doctors apt) things are going fine. Fun days here and there, Ive been working my butt off to get things together again. I realized that if I want to have fun I gotta stop waiting around for someone else to provide the opportunity for it and get it together myself. Though it would be really fricking cool if someone else was the planer everyone in awhile...or at the very least threw me a good idea as to what to do here and there. The other day the park was suggested which I must say was a good idea and must happen more often. *shurg* Things arnt bad, not great either...but ok.