In shock
today was a very emotional day. Well first i went to school for the first time in a week from being sick and got tons of homework n shit to do. it sucks. My sis picked me up from school with adam and seth in the car. We go home and i set all my shit down n got it organized and then i heard my sis scream "theres sumthin wrong with paris!" so i ran into my room where she was at and she was laying on my bed with barf everywhere. She was drewling and her eyes were half closed and she was spazing rocking back and forth. we got her to get off the bed and she had no balance and couldn't barely walk. Everyone freaked out and we started calling the vet. Adam carried her into the car and me, tina, seth, and adam all went to the emergancy vet freaking out. We tried to think of what she could've gotten into but there was nothing. We got to the vet and paris started to walk a lil bit better. She was still wabbling all over the place but it was better then before. We had to pay $75 just for them to see her. Then they said that if they did blood work on her it would be an extra $100 and we didn't have that kinda money. The doctor said it looked like she had a seizure. We stayed there for 45 minutes not knowing what to do bc we didn't have money for her to get blood work to figure out whats really wrong with her. But she started looking better. She started running around and getting energy. She still stumbled every now n then but she was looking a lot better. The vet said that she probably just had a seizure and that she should get better by the day but she wasn't totally sure. There was nothing else they could do bc we had no money so they just said if she starts getting worse to take her to a different vet. So we left. We took a detour to seths gf's house n dropped him off. so we went home n spoiled paris giving her tons of treats. The thing that hurt me most is that she looked a lot like what butch did before he died. And we went to the same emergancy vet place where butch died. It brought back horrible memories that i didn't want to go through. It was very emotional and i was scared. I was scared that i was going to go through the same thing i did with butch. But i didn't thank god. Now paris is practicly back to her normal self. She still is moapy but she looks like she's going to be okay. I just hope that wutever happend to her never ever happens again. She really scared me, i don't kno wut i would've done if she died. I honestly think i would've died, literally. I love my dogs more then anything in the world. They're my lil baby's n i love them so much. Losing butch was the most horrible experience i ever had in my life. To this day i cry from him. the pain i went through when he died was unbarable. my heart hurt so bad i thought i was gonna have a heart attack, my mom almost took me to the hospital. i never cried so hard and so much b4 that nite. i miss him so much. i'm just happy paris is alive. i hope that she doesn't have anything seriously wrong. We watched paris very closely throughout the rest of the day. We set up a bed for her in the living room next to the couch i was goin to sleep on since my bed was full of barf. She looks so much better now. she's playin n wrestling around with charlie. my mom said charlie was goin nuts when we were at the vet. she said he was crawlin around on his stomach with his head and ears down and wouldn't eat any treats. he knew sumthin was wrong. he was so happy to see paris when we got back. everythings good now...the dogs r sleepin so i'm gonna go to bed too. i had a hard day. so gnite! *Muahz!*
~luv Jen
~luv Jen