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Apr 20, 2017 10:23

Were I a real person I could hold you in my arms. Comfort you with the half truth/mantra I say to myself: Everything will be okay.

How far away are any of the other stars? It is said that the superbloom in California can be seen from space. Are you here? Are you in Australia? Wales, perhaps?

I have gone through all the means and ways one can treat bi polarness and anxiety. Music, painting, medication, shouting alone, writing in a journal, sports, exercise, cooking, eating; sex, political debates, reading. Pacing around. I've exhausted all of these options. It seems that when I think long enough in a soul-penetrating way I always return here, to you.
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