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Oct 18, 2005 19:01

So I guess everything is good. Brittany and I are pretty good..or at Least I'd like to think that.

I went to the ER today b/c of my stupid asthma..but i should prolly be takin g my inhaler twice a day. They put me back on steroids for 4 days yay.
Not going to school tomorrow but that wasnt my choice..ive missed wayyyyyyy to much school this yr and im missingl ike 3 days in nov. to go to chicago early.

This song reminds me of Brittany. -sigh- I hope I get to see her next weekend. It would make my birthday like the best birthday ever. and plus my bday presant from mandy, tony my mom n aunt n uncle kicks major ass. its an mp3 player its called M:robe its got a 3in lcd screen it holds more music then an ipod its got a 20 gig hard drive its fuckin sweeeeeeeeet. but seeing Brittany is really the only thing i want for my birthday..i just hope she knows that...

Gym has gotten better..the 3 girls stopped sayin shit...for now..im just gonna work on not caing what other people think from now on..fuck em.

Ya know people think im crazy for having a long distance relashonship but what do they know. Yeah I know it didnt work with Lisa but I swear this time its diffrent. Yeah I know I went on and on about her and how I cant get over her but for once in my life I think I can say I am. This is diffrent I can tell. The 2nd day I knew I was inlove. I can't explain it but it was just the feeling I got. It's crazy and Right now shes all I want. Nothing else could make me happy but being with her. I don't know if she understands that or not. I've told her be4 but she doesn't really say much back. I love her so much and I just want this to work out. I'm willig to give it everythig I have if she is. I just don't want it to turn out to be another me get my heartbroken by a girl for the millionth time thing ya know....i was about to give up on em till she found me...idk...im confused now.

I love you
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