if u dont wanna hear me bitch dont read this
Wow so today pretty much sucked goat balls.
I'm really getting sick of people's shit. If you are going to come up and tell me somethign make sure its true. and make sure who told u it was true knows its actually true. I'm sick of getting told b/s lies to make me mad
I got into it today with Chris S/aka Sleeper as every knows him. I'm really sick of his bullshit too. I swear to God I do not want to see him fuck Sarah over. She is way to sweet for him and wayy to pretty to be dating him. She obviously doesn't know him or she wouldnt be with him. He's cheated on his past 2 g/fs numerous amounts of times and who knows who he has fucked pver be4 them. I really like Sarah and I just dont want to see her hurt b/c of him. I want to help her all I can but I dont want to piss anyone off (besides sleeper) or get in the way.
So I am never going to another soccer game again. I rather do that then risk getting my ass kicked which I know would probably happen if I showed up. I just rather distance myself as far as possible and just say fuck em all...yeahh I fucked up with that one big time. ohh well..I;m gettin over it
There are a few specific people I haven't seen in forever...Jackie, Sloan, Renae..Crystal. :-\
I miss them. I need to get out of the house this week. maybe go to the mall. ohhh and for all of u know about the naked pic rumor going around...yeahh thats definatly not true...me and jackie..naked??...no....and if we were to ever get naked together...why would we waste time taking pics? duh....but yeah it's definatly NOT true and we definaly havent been naked together...so yeah...u shouldn't believe that stupid b/s.
I need to figure out what I want. Who I want to be with, what I want to do. I have just been so confused lately. I've found out a few people like me. No one I really have an intrest in either and I can't be mean and just straight up tell 'em. I'm not that kind of person. I don't want to hurt anyone but I just need to figure out what I want to do right now. Being single isn't all that bad as of right now. I kinda like this one guy but I guess we will see how that one goes. He's really the only one I like..I kinda like this one girl but shes got a b/f...and I think shes straight....that always happens.
I haven't talked to my bestest friend Crystal in over a week and its really depressing. The time when I need her the most shes not here. Why does that not surprise me. Everytime you really need someone they arent there. then ur stuck it deal with it yoursel and you have no help from anyone else. I didnt go to dance last week so i havent seen her in forever either. are people's finger's broken? Im not going to call u every single time. U know my number...i figure if she wants to talk to me she'll call. I will prolly call her in a min tho cuz just i miss her and i feel like im about to cry. :-\
my head is killing me :'( I need to go smoke a bowl and lay the hell down....after my damn h/w...shit I forgot about htat. I hate high school....well its not that I hate it entirely...its just that the people I go to school with make me hate it.....fuck 'em
I'm really getting sick of people's shit. If you are going to come up and tell me somethign make sure its true. and make sure who told u it was true knows its actually true. I'm sick of getting told b/s lies to make me mad
I got into it today with Chris S/aka Sleeper as every knows him. I'm really sick of his bullshit too. I swear to God I do not want to see him fuck Sarah over. She is way to sweet for him and wayy to pretty to be dating him. She obviously doesn't know him or she wouldnt be with him. He's cheated on his past 2 g/fs numerous amounts of times and who knows who he has fucked pver be4 them. I really like Sarah and I just dont want to see her hurt b/c of him. I want to help her all I can but I dont want to piss anyone off (besides sleeper) or get in the way.
So I am never going to another soccer game again. I rather do that then risk getting my ass kicked which I know would probably happen if I showed up. I just rather distance myself as far as possible and just say fuck em all...yeahh I fucked up with that one big time. ohh well..I;m gettin over it
There are a few specific people I haven't seen in forever...Jackie, Sloan, Renae..Crystal. :-\
I miss them. I need to get out of the house this week. maybe go to the mall. ohhh and for all of u know about the naked pic rumor going around...yeahh thats definatly not true...me and jackie..naked??...no....and if we were to ever get naked together...why would we waste time taking pics? duh....but yeah it's definatly NOT true and we definaly havent been naked together...so yeah...u shouldn't believe that stupid b/s.
I need to figure out what I want. Who I want to be with, what I want to do. I have just been so confused lately. I've found out a few people like me. No one I really have an intrest in either and I can't be mean and just straight up tell 'em. I'm not that kind of person. I don't want to hurt anyone but I just need to figure out what I want to do right now. Being single isn't all that bad as of right now. I kinda like this one guy but I guess we will see how that one goes. He's really the only one I like..I kinda like this one girl but shes got a b/f...and I think shes straight....that always happens.
I haven't talked to my bestest friend Crystal in over a week and its really depressing. The time when I need her the most shes not here. Why does that not surprise me. Everytime you really need someone they arent there. then ur stuck it deal with it yoursel and you have no help from anyone else. I didnt go to dance last week so i havent seen her in forever either. are people's finger's broken? Im not going to call u every single time. U know my number...i figure if she wants to talk to me she'll call. I will prolly call her in a min tho cuz just i miss her and i feel like im about to cry. :-\
my head is killing me :'( I need to go smoke a bowl and lay the hell down....after my damn h/w...shit I forgot about htat. I hate high school....well its not that I hate it entirely...its just that the people I go to school with make me hate it.....fuck 'em