Just making sure I'm not crazy..
I'm slacking again I know I'm sorry.
Recap the past few days.
Got my hair done on friday. I like it XD I'm blonde again...well..1/2 blonde. and its not annoyingly long anymore. yay.
Saturday..hmm I went to the mall with Billy and his friend Alex and I saw a bunch of people b/c I always see a million people at the mall. Not like I remember who was all there but its all good. <3. Then we walked over to the movies and on the way there I saw Sloan and Danielle. I saw a someone w/ blue hair and immediatly yelled SLOAN!!!. I was happy :-D it made my day.
We saw 4 Brothers which was better then I expected. I saw Mike working there. I always see him there.
Sunday I cleaned, a shit load. it sucked.
Monday Mandy went up to Smithers to help Lisa teach dance class to the little pre-schoolers and I cleaned...again..and my room is a mess again cuz i seperated clothes to do laundry and my 3rd load is in my floor. haha.
Tuesday..hmm thats today. ooh yeah. Went and dropped Xander off with my mom, went to get sumthing signed for camp from my aunt. ohh yeah..For all of you who were listeing to 94.5 around 12:15-1:00 I was on the radio. They were giving away Shockley's half eatten egg roll so we decided to call for the hell of it. called twice and got through and I was #10. yay. So I was on the radio then. and then we decided to go ahead and go up there cuz they told us to and we got lost. Called them back and asked for directions and they put me on hold to make fun of us for getting lost. We got up there...He actually gave us an egg roll (non-eatten), 3 fourtune cookies, a shitload of bumper stickers, and 4 cds-Bowling for soup, the new Nine Inch Nails, the new Beck :-D, and the new Weezer. it was sweet. then they talked to us some more on the radio and brought us in their studio and it was really tiny..they called it a closet. it was fuckin awesome..
talked to the wonderful ex g/f today..yes, Lisa. I know, why do I even fucking bother? I just can't get over her no matter how much I want to. I hate her, yet I love her. I thought I was crazy..so I decided to ask Maddy...she told me I hate her b/c I love her...which I know is true. and plus the fact that everytime I fucking talk to her shes a bitch to me. I had the song "It's been awhile" as my away message and she IMed me with this.... our convo..
PFloyd: whats the point of leaving away messages like that...when they don't mean anything anymore
LilxJessxIzzlex2: It wasnt meant to mean anything. it was just an away message. really.
PFloyd: mmmhm
LilxJessxIzzlex2: okay..dont believe me
PFloyd: ok
LilxJessxIzzlex2: it wouldnt be the first time
PFloyd: yup
PFloyd: wouldnt be the first time ive heard A lie from you as well
LilxJessxIzzlex2: b/c..that was a lie
PFloyd: yup
LilxJessxIzzlex2: okay
LilxJessxIzzlex2: w/e
PFloyd: well im going to go watch a movie. Peace.
LilxJessxIzzlex2: later
PFloyd: lier.
*FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!* Why do I even bother to try to make you not hate me. I can't make you believe me any ways. Everytime I talk to you your a fucking bitch to me and I just let it effect me every damn time.
there are sometime where I just want to say "Fuck You" but at the same time I still love you with everything I have. I wish I could fix what I've done, but there is no turning back. Your the only reason I regreat moving out here. If I didn't have to leave you, then maybe you'd still be a part of my life. You will always be a part of me. And I just wish things were they way they use to be..back when you still loved me. Saying good-bye to you was the hardest thing I ever had to do. And I still remember it like it was yesterday and I still cry everytime I think about it. :'(
Recap the past few days.
Got my hair done on friday. I like it XD I'm blonde again...well..1/2 blonde. and its not annoyingly long anymore. yay.
Saturday..hmm I went to the mall with Billy and his friend Alex and I saw a bunch of people b/c I always see a million people at the mall. Not like I remember who was all there but its all good. <3. Then we walked over to the movies and on the way there I saw Sloan and Danielle. I saw a someone w/ blue hair and immediatly yelled SLOAN!!!. I was happy :-D it made my day.
We saw 4 Brothers which was better then I expected. I saw Mike working there. I always see him there.
Sunday I cleaned, a shit load. it sucked.
Monday Mandy went up to Smithers to help Lisa teach dance class to the little pre-schoolers and I cleaned...again..and my room is a mess again cuz i seperated clothes to do laundry and my 3rd load is in my floor. haha.
Tuesday..hmm thats today. ooh yeah. Went and dropped Xander off with my mom, went to get sumthing signed for camp from my aunt. ohh yeah..For all of you who were listeing to 94.5 around 12:15-1:00 I was on the radio. They were giving away Shockley's half eatten egg roll so we decided to call for the hell of it. called twice and got through and I was #10. yay. So I was on the radio then. and then we decided to go ahead and go up there cuz they told us to and we got lost. Called them back and asked for directions and they put me on hold to make fun of us for getting lost. We got up there...He actually gave us an egg roll (non-eatten), 3 fourtune cookies, a shitload of bumper stickers, and 4 cds-Bowling for soup, the new Nine Inch Nails, the new Beck :-D, and the new Weezer. it was sweet. then they talked to us some more on the radio and brought us in their studio and it was really tiny..they called it a closet. it was fuckin awesome..
talked to the wonderful ex g/f today..yes, Lisa. I know, why do I even fucking bother? I just can't get over her no matter how much I want to. I hate her, yet I love her. I thought I was crazy..so I decided to ask Maddy...she told me I hate her b/c I love her...which I know is true. and plus the fact that everytime I fucking talk to her shes a bitch to me. I had the song "It's been awhile" as my away message and she IMed me with this.... our convo..
PFloyd: whats the point of leaving away messages like that...when they don't mean anything anymore
LilxJessxIzzlex2: It wasnt meant to mean anything. it was just an away message. really.
PFloyd: mmmhm
LilxJessxIzzlex2: okay..dont believe me
PFloyd: ok
LilxJessxIzzlex2: it wouldnt be the first time
PFloyd: yup
PFloyd: wouldnt be the first time ive heard A lie from you as well
LilxJessxIzzlex2: b/c..that was a lie
PFloyd: yup
LilxJessxIzzlex2: okay
LilxJessxIzzlex2: w/e
PFloyd: well im going to go watch a movie. Peace.
LilxJessxIzzlex2: later
PFloyd: lier.
*FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!* Why do I even bother to try to make you not hate me. I can't make you believe me any ways. Everytime I talk to you your a fucking bitch to me and I just let it effect me every damn time.
there are sometime where I just want to say "Fuck You" but at the same time I still love you with everything I have. I wish I could fix what I've done, but there is no turning back. Your the only reason I regreat moving out here. If I didn't have to leave you, then maybe you'd still be a part of my life. You will always be a part of me. And I just wish things were they way they use to be..back when you still loved me. Saying good-bye to you was the hardest thing I ever had to do. And I still remember it like it was yesterday and I still cry everytime I think about it. :'(