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well...the last few days of break were awesome, and the first day and half back have been about as wrong as they can get.
tuesday i went up to houston and stayed with my sister, wednesday i go on to katy where kali and i go to the rodeo (my first rodeo expirience) which was awesome! i'm an official rodeo fan forever now. it was so much fun. after the rodeo, we watched marroon 5 which was fun even though it was from an insane distance. they played their whole cd, plus a new one, which i liked, and then finished it off with their drummer singing highway to hell, while the lead singer drummed. it was amazing, the drummer had the perfect voice for the song. i thoroughly enjoyed it. went home thursday morning, and ashley and ana drove up from san antonio. then rebecca and stephanie joined. we all went downtown to check out the sxsw action and then clubbed a bit. ashley and ana stayed the night which was fun. next morning, i took ana to rio bravo which has the absolute BEST breakfast tacos EVER! ..... EVER!
after ana leaves, i pack up and head off to medina to stephen m's cabin for some good fun. we get drunk, i get to hang out iwht sarah and lee and mcsteve among others. plus danny and charles are always good fun. actually, they're pretty freaking hilarious. i loved it.
drive back saturday, spend time with the fam, take a four hour nap, decline hanging out wiht besu and everett (cuz i hung out with them earlier in the week) and hit the sack at like 1030. got up at 715 the next morning, packed, had breakfast with my best friend em, pick up stephanie, go to jamba juice, and head back to lubbock.
that's when things go awry. julie was supposed to pick up jasmine at the airport. never shows, never answers her phone. i pick up jasmine, and all night we're all trying to get ahold of julie. ten hours go by, no julie. everyone's worried, of course. come 115am, everyone knocks on my door to tell me julie was in a wreck and is in the hospital. thank GOD the hospital, not DEAD like i was afraid of. broken ankle, a few gashes, and such like that. she'll be ok thank goodness.
then, i finally told tiffany about not living with her next year. and i seriously feel sooo bad about it, because it all came from a misunderstanding, i hoped she would get htat and not HATE ME FOR LIFE because of it. like i figure, we're friends, we can get past it, it's not personal.
well now she's not talking to me, and i feel like the worst person in the world, and have been sullen all day about it. and it didnt help that while i was at jefferson commons today tying up the last details with the new roomies, she walks in to change her lease with her new roomie. i still waved and was nice and everything, because i have no reason not to be, although i can see why she;s mad at me. i deserve it, i do. it WAS kind of late notice and all (although she seems to have found a new roomie pretty quickly). but yeah, i waved and smiled and she smiled back the most sarcastic-pissed-off-i-cant-believe-you-even-have-the-balls-to-look-at-me-after-what-you-did smile/wave combo i've ever seen in my life. which made me like the lowest scum on the face of the earth. i can only hope that will work out for hte better, we'll see. i'm still going to be nice. even if it makes no difference, at least i know i've tried.
well, movie and studying, i'm out.
everyone think good thoughts and send good vibes at julie, even if you dnt know her. cuz she's just not herself.
tuesday i went up to houston and stayed with my sister, wednesday i go on to katy where kali and i go to the rodeo (my first rodeo expirience) which was awesome! i'm an official rodeo fan forever now. it was so much fun. after the rodeo, we watched marroon 5 which was fun even though it was from an insane distance. they played their whole cd, plus a new one, which i liked, and then finished it off with their drummer singing highway to hell, while the lead singer drummed. it was amazing, the drummer had the perfect voice for the song. i thoroughly enjoyed it. went home thursday morning, and ashley and ana drove up from san antonio. then rebecca and stephanie joined. we all went downtown to check out the sxsw action and then clubbed a bit. ashley and ana stayed the night which was fun. next morning, i took ana to rio bravo which has the absolute BEST breakfast tacos EVER! ..... EVER!
after ana leaves, i pack up and head off to medina to stephen m's cabin for some good fun. we get drunk, i get to hang out iwht sarah and lee and mcsteve among others. plus danny and charles are always good fun. actually, they're pretty freaking hilarious. i loved it.
drive back saturday, spend time with the fam, take a four hour nap, decline hanging out wiht besu and everett (cuz i hung out with them earlier in the week) and hit the sack at like 1030. got up at 715 the next morning, packed, had breakfast with my best friend em, pick up stephanie, go to jamba juice, and head back to lubbock.
that's when things go awry. julie was supposed to pick up jasmine at the airport. never shows, never answers her phone. i pick up jasmine, and all night we're all trying to get ahold of julie. ten hours go by, no julie. everyone's worried, of course. come 115am, everyone knocks on my door to tell me julie was in a wreck and is in the hospital. thank GOD the hospital, not DEAD like i was afraid of. broken ankle, a few gashes, and such like that. she'll be ok thank goodness.
then, i finally told tiffany about not living with her next year. and i seriously feel sooo bad about it, because it all came from a misunderstanding, i hoped she would get htat and not HATE ME FOR LIFE because of it. like i figure, we're friends, we can get past it, it's not personal.
well now she's not talking to me, and i feel like the worst person in the world, and have been sullen all day about it. and it didnt help that while i was at jefferson commons today tying up the last details with the new roomies, she walks in to change her lease with her new roomie. i still waved and was nice and everything, because i have no reason not to be, although i can see why she;s mad at me. i deserve it, i do. it WAS kind of late notice and all (although she seems to have found a new roomie pretty quickly). but yeah, i waved and smiled and she smiled back the most sarcastic-pissed-off-i-cant-believe-you-even-have-the-balls-to-look-at-me-after-what-you-did smile/wave combo i've ever seen in my life. which made me like the lowest scum on the face of the earth. i can only hope that will work out for hte better, we'll see. i'm still going to be nice. even if it makes no difference, at least i know i've tried.
well, movie and studying, i'm out.
everyone think good thoughts and send good vibes at julie, even if you dnt know her. cuz she's just not herself.