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Apr 30, 2006 22:06

idk i guess i decided to bring this thing back

idk ive been feeling prwetty down in the dumps the past couple of days and autums mad at me so i dont have anyone to talk to i dont even know wats going on im thinking about things like i used to and playing out the worst case secnario i hate macomb i hate dakota i hate the number 13 i hate money i hate my body i hate school i hate gas i hate people who try to take my only saving grace away from me the only thing that brings happiness to my day her voice her laugh her smile her lips her hair everything and now i feel she is growing bored of me seems like she really doesnt want to talk to me or hang out with me i feel like she is starting to make everything feel like it did in scs with everything being whoile and there whenever thats why i get so sad is because maybe she will start replacing things and im scared one of those things might be me idk it sounds crazy but thats wat has spawned in my brain and i hate it i wish she would just talk to me and tell me everything is ok but she smells like bonfire and has marshmellow in her hair maybe thats it maybe im just getting to boring for her i just need to talk to her

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