How I choose to live my life

Aug 06, 2010 20:24

People wonder why I allow my life to go down the path it is already on. They wonder why I don't aspire to get off the path to search for a better one. Or for that path to be a life-changing experience.

Well, maybe I feel that God wants me to stay right here.

Case in point:

1. Had the unavoidable heart-to-heart talk with Grandma. She finally implied the "You're 25. Siguro suplado ka noh?" marriage implications. I basically just think about how much fun I'm having enjoying the singlehood of it all. I'm not averting it. It's just not there. It's just not time.:)

2. Though mom has already dropped it, the ever looming possibility of working, not just abroad, but in the US "where our relative are" thing. Good thing that's over, and she finally saw the other blessings I am receiving here. True, more money, but I'm happier here. There's nothing for me out there that I'm willing to uproot myself for just to reach it.

3. The "what do you do for fun?" question which I answer with: Vtes, arcade, read, play DS, and they look at me like I'm some three-year-old. I enjoy kid stuff. Nothing wrong with that. I'd rather spend on a new game then that cute dress, or that nice Gunpla over a drinking session.

I'm a bit unorthodox and mysterious. That's me, so please stop changing me into you.
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