Dec 13, 2009 23:21
it's been about a year and a month since my gramma dorothy died. i miss her. it is not the same without her. she was funny and smart and a snappy dresser. the world is emptier without her physically in it.
sometimes when people pass away their living loved ones see them in dreams. they visit them in their sleep and they give advice or sit quietly and chat about things. well last night i had a really odd dream about my grandmother and i'm hoping that it wasn't on of those beyond-the-grave visits because man....it would be awkward if it were.
so i was talking with my gramma about pot. she told me that when she was in the hospital the nurses would get her high on painkillers and when she was high, she felt like she was dancing. my gramma loved to dance, and in the last few years of her life she didnt get to do much dancing. so in my dream she told me that the hospital high made her feel like dancing and so in the dream i decided to bring her some marijuana home from toronto after christmas. my brother-in-law, ben, gave it to me in a little baggie that looked like one of those sample spice bags you can get at the farmers' market. it had a lable that said, "Marijuana". he said, "put it in your carry on" and i refused because i would get arrested. he and my sister told me to put in my "checked" luggage but i told them i wasn't checking them. so their solution was to put the pot in my carry on but divert the attention of the security guards by trying to get my giant bag of knitting needles on to the plane. and that way i could sneak the pot on board and bring it back to my grandmother as a christmas present.
very odd. also odd is that all my knitting needles were gifted to me by my gramma before she died.
i dont know what this means. is my grandmother trying to give me a sure-fire way to transport drugs without getting caught?