Vista vs. Sinus Headaches
New computer had faulty dvd drive, had to return it. Right after spending a day in the ER for sinus/respitory problems. Got new computer, same model. same vista. I try one more time with XP. Everything seems great, my programs work, my monitor is recognized... then I try to play some music. No sound card detected. Hmm. Device manager... motherboard drivers... not installed. Try to install. Microsoft can't find the drivers. I try both installation disks. Nothing. Le sigh. Back to Vista. There is no escape. My head hurts so much, I'm ever thankful that my boss gave me the week off to recover. So many other problems to add stress to my head. I'm sure that isn't helping these headaches. But I diligently take my drugs. I did a pill count with my grandmother and I'm taking 3 x the amount of meds per day. Not exactly types, but pills to swallow or inhalers to puff. With all these meds, I still feel like shit. My therapist thinks I'm getting better. But I think I'm just communicating less. Same thing with my psychiatrist. It's only 9pm and all I want is to sleep through the pain. But I don't want to wake up. My list of to-do's is huge, and gets bigger everytime I look at it and remember something else I need to do tomorrow. Never enough time or energy. Bedtime calls. Maybe tomorrow my head will not feel anything.