Oh Joan
I'm really digging this Joan Baez records Mike gave me. Oh, how I do love my lovely record player. And oh, how I do love my lovely Nicholas. We were both rather ill yesterday, but after a long sleep, I feel much better. Not sure about him though.
But none of this is what I was going to write about today. My attempts at setting up a regular routine have been failing. My power of ignoring what I don't want to hear/read, is very strong and preventing me from listening to my text reminders to wake up early, go to the gym, practice piano, and have art-friendly time. Of course, being sick with flu and having a mixed schedule hasn't helped anything. So yesterday, I remade my list of goals, complete with sub-steps of how to achieve them. It's pretty simple, but I still need to learn how to take things slow. At work yesterday, I felt awful, so I just did what I could and sat down as much as I could, not rushing around like normal. We were thankfully blessed with a slow night, so I made it through the day alright. I woke up just a bit earlier than yesterday, allowing me to make a journal entry, which is yet another one of my goals. Ok, now it's med time. More on that front later.
But none of this is what I was going to write about today. My attempts at setting up a regular routine have been failing. My power of ignoring what I don't want to hear/read, is very strong and preventing me from listening to my text reminders to wake up early, go to the gym, practice piano, and have art-friendly time. Of course, being sick with flu and having a mixed schedule hasn't helped anything. So yesterday, I remade my list of goals, complete with sub-steps of how to achieve them. It's pretty simple, but I still need to learn how to take things slow. At work yesterday, I felt awful, so I just did what I could and sat down as much as I could, not rushing around like normal. We were thankfully blessed with a slow night, so I made it through the day alright. I woke up just a bit earlier than yesterday, allowing me to make a journal entry, which is yet another one of my goals. Ok, now it's med time. More on that front later.