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i have a lot to do & i'm too uninspired to write it all down. i've been going to bed really late after reading a lot of books & i wake up at 10 now. after i lost my job, i sort of gave up on caring about a lot, yet i care so much i can't sit still on the couch. it's all that anxiety.
i've been taking all of the past few years i've lived into consideration & i've realized that i've spent a lot of time trying to prepare to get started when my nature has nothing to do with plans & figures. i've realized that i've been told that money means everything & that you won't get anywhere unless you're successful. i just want to organize all my belongings, work enough for a little cash & explore.
meghan beth riley i miss you with all my soul.
i just want to be doing what i want. but i need to stop making excuses for everything.
the most destructive habit - worry
the greatest joy - giving
the greatest loss - loss of self-respect
the most satisfying work - helping others
the ugliest personality trait - selfishness
the most endangered species - dedicated leaders
our greatest natural resource - our youth
the greatest "shot in the arm" - encouragement
the greatest problem to overcome - fear
the most effective sleeping pill - peace of mind
the most crippling failure disease - excuses
the most powerful force in life - love
the most dangerous pariah - the gossiper
the world's most incredible computer - the brain
the worst thing to be without - hope
the deadliest weapon - the tongue
the two most power-filled words - "i can"
the greatest asset - faith
the most worthless emotion - self-pity
the most beautiful attire - a smile.
the most prized possession - integrity
the most powerful channel of communication - prayer
the most contagious spirit - enthusiasm
convergys called, but bev, the lady i'm supposed to talk to wasn't around. i left a message.
i wonder where my journal updating skills went. i think my life got exceptionally boring, actually i think i just got tired & less motivated & unenthusiastic about my life.
i've been taking all of the past few years i've lived into consideration & i've realized that i've spent a lot of time trying to prepare to get started when my nature has nothing to do with plans & figures. i've realized that i've been told that money means everything & that you won't get anywhere unless you're successful. i just want to organize all my belongings, work enough for a little cash & explore.
meghan beth riley i miss you with all my soul.
i just want to be doing what i want. but i need to stop making excuses for everything.
the most destructive habit - worry
the greatest joy - giving
the greatest loss - loss of self-respect
the most satisfying work - helping others
the ugliest personality trait - selfishness
the most endangered species - dedicated leaders
our greatest natural resource - our youth
the greatest "shot in the arm" - encouragement
the greatest problem to overcome - fear
the most effective sleeping pill - peace of mind
the most crippling failure disease - excuses
the most powerful force in life - love
the most dangerous pariah - the gossiper
the world's most incredible computer - the brain
the worst thing to be without - hope
the deadliest weapon - the tongue
the two most power-filled words - "i can"
the greatest asset - faith
the most worthless emotion - self-pity
the most beautiful attire - a smile.
the most prized possession - integrity
the most powerful channel of communication - prayer
the most contagious spirit - enthusiasm
convergys called, but bev, the lady i'm supposed to talk to wasn't around. i left a message.
i wonder where my journal updating skills went. i think my life got exceptionally boring, actually i think i just got tired & less motivated & unenthusiastic about my life.