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It looks like I haven't posted here in about 4 years. I suppose I should catch up.
I finally dumped Matt in February of 2012.
Met Chris went to England for kev. Came back for chris. Was madly in love with him. We were going to get married. Broke up because he didn't give me enough time to get over matt. This completely broke my heart.
Started working at the Hawthorne and started learning to be an audio tech. Met lot's of awesome folks. Moved around pdx. Had to send jed home Started dating Jimmy. Decided to go to Montreal and old Quebec city. I loved it there so so so much. Came back, went on tour with Gypsyhawk. Went on the Deicide tour.
So now Jimmy
I don't know if I was ever in love with him, but im sure some part of me likes him. He's sweet, pretty, and kind. I don't know what's wrong with me. Or why I can't seem to just let myself care. I think everything was just rushed into. I should have gotten to know him better or maybe just have enforced the you can only be here for 2 weeks rule.
Im so depressed
I can't help but always put him down
I try but can't respect him
Most of the time I don't even want to sleep with him
I don't want to break up but I can't keep doing this with out killing part of me
I finally dumped Matt in February of 2012.
Met Chris went to England for kev. Came back for chris. Was madly in love with him. We were going to get married. Broke up because he didn't give me enough time to get over matt. This completely broke my heart.
Started working at the Hawthorne and started learning to be an audio tech. Met lot's of awesome folks. Moved around pdx. Had to send jed home Started dating Jimmy. Decided to go to Montreal and old Quebec city. I loved it there so so so much. Came back, went on tour with Gypsyhawk. Went on the Deicide tour.
So now Jimmy
I don't know if I was ever in love with him, but im sure some part of me likes him. He's sweet, pretty, and kind. I don't know what's wrong with me. Or why I can't seem to just let myself care. I think everything was just rushed into. I should have gotten to know him better or maybe just have enforced the you can only be here for 2 weeks rule.
Im so depressed
I can't help but always put him down
I try but can't respect him
Most of the time I don't even want to sleep with him
I don't want to break up but I can't keep doing this with out killing part of me