Bored
Ok i have alot to tell you all i think, umm Savanna is starting to hold her head up she acn for about five seconds and then she puts it back down, shes crying alot more cuz James(my boyfriend) left for branson like saturday and the week before that he went to camp. Oh, and me and josh broke up like two days after we started going out, and me and James have been datig for like three weeks about, it just depends on if you count from the first date or from the time you finally said yes, cuz it tool me like a montha nd a half to finally say yes to him and i am so glad i did, cause i love him so much and i havnt seen him for like a week and a day now but i miss him so much. Oh, and this past monday, i got my birth control shot and dont worry i wont end up pregnat this time, and its got me really horny, and it sucks cuz i dont want to have sex cuz i dont want to ruin mine and James relationship by having sex, but i need it so bad its kinda starting to hurt, but I already told james he was going to get hurt bad when he gets back cuz he bought Savanna, my mom and me all something from Branson(which i told him not to) ut he did any way. Why is it that guys dont listen to a word girls say? OS just to make him mad i went out and got him something, and he is mad at me for it but im mad at him for getting me something so were kidna even. And then i have been talking to his ex, who still wants him back and still doesnt know me and him are dating, and she is looking forword to going somewhere wiht him to "talk" thats what i say, cuz i really do trust him, but i dont trust her. And i dont want to stop him from doing something that he kida wants to do. But i don know waht im going to do when it comes to her, i have so much competition with her, yeah, even though she cheated on him i dont know how many times, they went out for just about two ful years, and i dont know if i can do that, and not disappiont him. But im going to go now so ill talk to you all later. Have fun the rest of the summer.