jealous?
Can someone please tell me why everyone is so jealous of me? I really want to know why...I have like all my friends coming up to me telling me that there all jealous of me and i really cant understand why. Im pregnat at the age of 16!! how can ne one be jealous? Then the two people that i love the most in my life hate me, im moving to god knows where and when... from what i hear though its right down the road from Josh's dad's house! That is going to get on my nerves if it is. The only thing ne one has to really be jealous of is how supportive my family is. It's either that or my attitude, but i see where it gets me and no one else does, im on probabtion for the next like 2 or 3 years for beating the shit out of some girl i didnt even know, it took 5 full grown males and like 2 police officers to get me off of her! Now does ne one really want to take my life? Im like 110% positive my life is the wosrt out of everyones i know, Cami actully talks to Josh, yea gets into fights alot but still talks to him, Kelsey is really spoiled, Crystal cant get pregnat, Heather and Lori i really cant say ne thing about cuz i really dont know them, everyone in Bonner is always having fun, then when it comes to me, im one of the ugliest people in the world i i know it cuz i hate going out in public, i really do im afraid that everyone is judging me by the way i look and me being pregnent and then what do i have to look forward to? A kid in like a month! And the bad thing about it is, the father really dont give a shit about what happens to me or her. For all i know he wants me to die giving birth to her! cuz thats what i think and to be totally honest i wish i could die giving birth to her so i wouldnt have to put up with all the bullshit that Josh is going to go through when she is born. Cuz from what everyone is telling me the state is going to press charges on him if my mom dont, so hes probably going to go to jail and never get to see savanna unless i bring her up to see him, and i dont think he'll even want to see my ugly ass face then! So i really just want to know why the hell everyone is so jealous of me, i really do, i mean im pregnent im moving, josh hates me im ugly and i just really want to curl up in a ball and die or even die when im giving birth to Savanna so then Josh can name her what he wants and doesnt have to worry about me arguing with him about ne thing, last name or first name!!