one day the dreamer died within us, when all our answers never came.
in summers past we'd challenge fate
with higher pitch and perfect aim
and standing fast, we'd radiate
a light we loved but never named
but the answers never came
and our shadows never looked the same
thrice
so it's official. done. december 17th is the last day of class and i leave during xmas break rather than thanksgiving. that way my transcripts aren't fucked up or whatev. it was surprising, when i told my mom the situation she said "i think that's the best decision you could possibly make. go now before have to worry about paying off student loans..." and i was like "wait, are you being serious?" and she was all, "well yeah, i mean, you're failing out of unt, and you're definatly not coming home, so if you're starting fresh why not do it wherever you want?" and i kinda stopped for a second and realized i couldn't agree more. so then i make a long distance call to katie to tell her the news and this guy answers and was like "is this brittany? oh my god, we're all real stoked and can't wait til you get here.." and we talked for like 30 mins while me and cathy waited to hear from daniel so we could get some bud (this all happened yesterday). so i dunno, it's all pretty much falling into place, and i'm really excited, but a bit sad at the same time i guess. yeahhh, and katie's still coming out during thanksgiving so that'll be fun. there's a lot shit i'm gonna miss, but at the same time there's alllottt of shit i'm noottt gonna miss, and a hell of alot that i'm looking forward to.... time will tell i suppose.
i went to anthro today (yay) then came home and smoked with cat power, well drove around and smoked. my roomates seem to be real narc-y pieces of whoreshit and talked to management...again... evidently i'm "this close" to finally being evicted. hates it. i mean seriously, what the hell. oh yeah, and i got a real angry message on my answering machine from home. i think my mom got my cell bill...yeesh... def making a point NOT to call her back... whatev.
okay, now i'm gonna s a c and watch "rockstar" i love jen aniston. and if you've read this far, comment pleeasse, even if i don't know you, cause craig did this and it made me think "hey i wonder who actually reads MY bullshit..." or not, do what you want.