it's easy to fall when you float like a cannonball

[sleepyc]

ugh. i can't wait until college. i need to get out of this place so bad. i'm so sick of everybody knowing my business as soon as it happens. i want to be intriguing and unpredictable, and i DON"T want everyone telling my fucking business to everyone else whenever i tell them anything. i'm turning into a clam. from now on. good luck getting anything out of me from now on. it's your own fault. i trusted you to be discreet. i shouldn't have. i feel like i'm being judged for everything i do. don't speculate. you can't.

p.s. if you don't know what i'm talking about, asking might not be the best idea. just don't worry about it. it's not worth it.