Man I'm tired.
It's been a very crazy weekend and week so far, and it hasn't really been good either.
Last week my mom had called me and told me that my great-grandmother was being taken off her medication (she's been fairly ill for this past year), and the doctors estimated that she would have less than 2 weeks to live. :-(
Saturday was fairly good, I went to my friend Abbie's Senior Recital and hung out with her and her friends afterwards. Then hung out with my friend Suzann after that (her roommates were having a 3-way birthday party), and it was fun till the cops broke up the party. Blah. We hung out after at her place and that was fun too.
Then Sunday I had to work, but that morning my dad called me and told me that my great-grandmother passed away that morning. :-( So that day wasn't good for me to be at work, but I couldn't get anyone to cover for me. :-/ I would've gone home on monday, but the funeral wasn't until wednesday, and I needed to be at school. Though, I wasn't all there while in school.
On Tuesday, I finally found out how I did on my audition for the School of Music that I tried out last monday on. And what do you know, more bad news, I didn't get in. :-( It's not as bad as you think, because I'll still be able to take music classes and what not, my schedule just gets pushed back a little (schedule, meaning my schedule to be out and thru with school in a set time.) And I'll still be able to audition next semester to be able to get in the School for the fall. But I'm still bummed and depressed, but I know I'll just have to work at it and practice harder on my singing.
So on tuesday nite after I get out of class, I got to pick up my brother Waid in San Antonio (he's stationed there) and we headed back home for the funeral. It was good to be home, though the circumstances were not good. The bad thing though, was that I wasn't been able to go to sleep till 5am in the morning, and I had to be up at 8am. >_< So yeah when I got up, I was sooo very tired, and while at the open casket service, I couldn't stop yawning. :-/ On top of that it was EXTREMELY WINDY and COLD the WHOLE DAY, and that morning while at the funeral home it had started to rain. I was soo happy to see my great-grandmother look so peacefull and happy, because she has been suffering for about a year now, though she'd never show it. I'm going to be sooo sad when I don't see her anymore when I go home. I miss her terribly. After the service, we all headed to Waco for the burial service. It was a good srvice and it was sooo hard to speak and say my goodbye to her when it was my turn to speak. :-( But like I said I know she's in a better place and is not in pain any more. After the service, me and my brother had to drive back to San Antonio and San Marcos, because Waid had to get back to his base, even though I wanted to stay the nite. Oh well.
So now I'm back at my place and I'm sooo tired and my body is extremely exhausted. It just sucks that I have to get up tomorrow and go to school. I'd take the day off and not go, but I can't miss anymore school days. :-/ This sucks.
Last week my mom had called me and told me that my great-grandmother was being taken off her medication (she's been fairly ill for this past year), and the doctors estimated that she would have less than 2 weeks to live. :-(
Saturday was fairly good, I went to my friend Abbie's Senior Recital and hung out with her and her friends afterwards. Then hung out with my friend Suzann after that (her roommates were having a 3-way birthday party), and it was fun till the cops broke up the party. Blah. We hung out after at her place and that was fun too.
Then Sunday I had to work, but that morning my dad called me and told me that my great-grandmother passed away that morning. :-( So that day wasn't good for me to be at work, but I couldn't get anyone to cover for me. :-/ I would've gone home on monday, but the funeral wasn't until wednesday, and I needed to be at school. Though, I wasn't all there while in school.
On Tuesday, I finally found out how I did on my audition for the School of Music that I tried out last monday on. And what do you know, more bad news, I didn't get in. :-( It's not as bad as you think, because I'll still be able to take music classes and what not, my schedule just gets pushed back a little (schedule, meaning my schedule to be out and thru with school in a set time.) And I'll still be able to audition next semester to be able to get in the School for the fall. But I'm still bummed and depressed, but I know I'll just have to work at it and practice harder on my singing.
So on tuesday nite after I get out of class, I got to pick up my brother Waid in San Antonio (he's stationed there) and we headed back home for the funeral. It was good to be home, though the circumstances were not good. The bad thing though, was that I wasn't been able to go to sleep till 5am in the morning, and I had to be up at 8am. >_< So yeah when I got up, I was sooo very tired, and while at the open casket service, I couldn't stop yawning. :-/ On top of that it was EXTREMELY WINDY and COLD the WHOLE DAY, and that morning while at the funeral home it had started to rain. I was soo happy to see my great-grandmother look so peacefull and happy, because she has been suffering for about a year now, though she'd never show it. I'm going to be sooo sad when I don't see her anymore when I go home. I miss her terribly. After the service, we all headed to Waco for the burial service. It was a good srvice and it was sooo hard to speak and say my goodbye to her when it was my turn to speak. :-( But like I said I know she's in a better place and is not in pain any more. After the service, me and my brother had to drive back to San Antonio and San Marcos, because Waid had to get back to his base, even though I wanted to stay the nite. Oh well.
So now I'm back at my place and I'm sooo tired and my body is extremely exhausted. It just sucks that I have to get up tomorrow and go to school. I'd take the day off and not go, but I can't miss anymore school days. :-/ This sucks.