I am almost positive
that Joseph is a GENIUS.
The man knows how to bring about self-esteem in a girl even if he is pseudo-breaking-up with her.
Not really breaking up, you know. The two of us have been single together for quite some time, and while part of me aims to keep that singular status for a very long time, it was quite nice to have the creepy companionship of an odd man. He's brilliant, you know. He did this amazing tour of New Zeland completely broke. No lie. He makes me want to do yoga again, and I intend to go on Saturday night to see what I can learn.
BUT, on top of all of this, he is dating Beans now. Its my fault, and I really am elated for the two of them. But now I must wallow in my self-pity of singularity ALL ALONE.
Tonight, he made me think. I need to leave for college, I need to experience life. I need to be who I am supposed to be and at ASU, I would drown in all of the chaos and be lost forever. I also need to stop putting myself down so often. I really am a total downer to be around, all I do is whine about my state of being, constantly. I'm really not that horrible of a person.
Words to start using:
1. 'Mang'
2. 'Cheers'
3. 'Flash'
The man knows how to bring about self-esteem in a girl even if he is pseudo-breaking-up with her.
Not really breaking up, you know. The two of us have been single together for quite some time, and while part of me aims to keep that singular status for a very long time, it was quite nice to have the creepy companionship of an odd man. He's brilliant, you know. He did this amazing tour of New Zeland completely broke. No lie. He makes me want to do yoga again, and I intend to go on Saturday night to see what I can learn.
BUT, on top of all of this, he is dating Beans now. Its my fault, and I really am elated for the two of them. But now I must wallow in my self-pity of singularity ALL ALONE.
Tonight, he made me think. I need to leave for college, I need to experience life. I need to be who I am supposed to be and at ASU, I would drown in all of the chaos and be lost forever. I also need to stop putting myself down so often. I really am a total downer to be around, all I do is whine about my state of being, constantly. I'm really not that horrible of a person.
Words to start using:
1. 'Mang'
2. 'Cheers'
3. 'Flash'