all you needed to say was no. and that's good that it wasn't me. thanks for telling me. but come on, don't act like you've never done anything like that before....so I had to ask. Be mature. yes...crazy that people would read your journals after you broke things off with them....i recall someone doing that to me rather recently. but couldn't be you could it? Oh man, back to the Blake thing again? So who's living in the past? Don't ever act like you know anything about me.......cause you will always be completely wrong. It's funny to see a grown man act so stupid. and as for me living at home, and working at subway...I'm 18 dude. I don't need to have my own place or a high paying job right now. I go to school, make enough money for what I need and want, and I get along with my mother, so I didn't have to move out after high school. You don't seem to understand that. A lot of people my age are in the exact same place. I'm where I'm supposed to be. You're the only one who ever made me feel like what I was doing wasn't good enough. Which is exactly what I was going to tell you if that was for me. As for Joey, I already mentioned it to him. He's a good person...and he's been there, when you and I had trouble...so he understands. I just wish sometimes you'd deal with things like a person your age should. I didn't even do anything to you...ever. The blake thing wasn't about you, as I've said before. I've never done anything to spite you...you're the one who does things like that to people. It's not who I am. I know nothing I've said will affect you. But I felt it was needed. I know who I am...and I am happy...just hard to be that around you. You're not a very cool person most of the time. You were lately, and I was impressed. All I ever wanted was to help you, and be a real friend to you. And if you feel nothing from this...you have no heart. You don't know what you've lost.