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Sooooo....right now I'm pretty tired man. But I'm just writing to keep myself awake to finish my laundry. This is one of few times I've ever felt this exhausted this early [well, early for me]. Not too much new stuff happening really. But I'm doing good, and enjoying myself. School is pretty awesome...and I love going in the library every morning with my coffee. It's nice. Made friends with this homie now....happens to be in the same gang as my cousin. His name is Alex, but I guess everyone calls him Joker. He's cool though. He paints...and does murals. He comes in my class every now and then...but he's so loud, and the teacher always gets mad. He was doing this painting...looked cool, except that he was in the process of adding chucky's face to it. ;___;. Not cool. Oh but he liked these Deftones stickers I gave him...so much that he's going to get their skull logo tattooed, he said. I did a new logo thing for Gorey Gibbler.....it's funny. Think it looks too punk or something though. Been talking to Mouse too...he's fun. Like talking with him. Umm...oh and I also made friends with this guy on the bus. Apparently we had both been thinking about talking to eachother for awhile [cause we saw eachother around a lot] but were too shy. Ha. So he got on the bus, and sat next to me...even though there were a lot of open seats.....but we still didn't talk, for like, half the ride. Then I noticed he had this book on his lap...and I knew it was by this guy Konstantinos, who's an occult author that I happen to follow. So I finally started a conversation with him. It was cool....strange how everything happened though. He just found out about that particular kind of paganism [nocturnal witchcraft], a few days beforehand and really felt drawn to it...then he takes a chance and sits next to me only to find out that I practice it. I only glanced at the book and kept thinking it was that author...but at the same time telling myself "what are the chances of that?", and it was. Anyways, so we've been talking and shit....and the more we talk the more I think him and I were supposed to make friends. Not like, "oh I think him and I will go out blah blah", or something like that [we're both seeing someone], I just think that our paths were supposed to cross and we'll be good friends. I think like, I'm supposed to help him out with this. There are just some odd coincidences (sp?) surrounding it...and little signs. I love shit like that though. I'm all proud of my art now. Which could end up being a bad thing. Well, I just mean, I think I've got my own style down finally. That makes me happy. After talking with my cousin, I've decided that I'll just work at Subway untill I find a place I like more...mostly I'm working there because I don't really have any other options right now. My mom is refusing to give me any money for anything...so I kinda just took what I could get, even though, I really kind of hate it. She offered to get me some new shirts now...but, what do I have a job for then? I understand the importance of having a job.....but I really don't want to work there, and was stressing out really bad beforehand cause no one was hiring me....so I took it just so I could buy some new clothes [which I really needed] and not be scrounging for bus money. So now...I take a job I don't even want to be doing, and she's going to give me money?! I mean, you'd think that sounds cool....work money + extra? yay! No...it's not that...it's just....what the fuck?! I don't understand how she works. She said start school or get a job....I started school.....so she said get a job or I cut you off. Then the other day she said "either deal with the job or I'll kick you out, but that's not happening...so you'll have to deal with it." so I told her kick me out then. And she said no. So....in all reality to what she told me....if I just quit she wouldn't kick me out? It's just confusing is all. And she bitches about the house being dirty. It's mostly from them....everytime I clean, it's so gross. I hate it. So work, school, and keep the house clean. Nope...not happening. My room is very very clean...I clean it regularly...hers is not. Love her to death though. Just don't like being forced into things. Joey is awesome. So awesome. We're super great friends and a really cool couple. Never run out of things to talk about. And I like the fact that he is random...I need people like that, cause it never stays in the same place...very fluid. We're a really good match...I don't ever feel strange around him. There are no awkward silences. Even if it's silent...it's good. Me and him can be like any other couple affectionate and stuff like that, but also run around and go to concerts and talk like really close friends. Exactly what I have wanted. Plus he looks like what is ideal to me...taller than me, chubby, dark hair/eyes, long hair, strong [doesn't quite look it, but he's a fighter]...metal! Haha. Joey's rad. Haha...he's been sleeping with the stuffed animals I gave him since valentine's day. He's sweet as all hell. Should've taken him to prom like I had said [not that Matt wasn't really fun ^___^].
Overall...I'm gratefull for all the shit I have going for me. Even the job, even my mom getting on my case....because let's face it....I have an ever so slight lack of motivation.
This Lamb has SLAUGHTERED!
sleep_is_horror: a baby got stolen from wal-mart today
xxgreenmanalishi: hahahaha
xxgreenmanalishi: you just had to do another spell didnt you...
sleep_is_horror: :o
sleep_is_horror: not funny.....poor baby
sleep_is_horror: and I swear I didn't cast any more spells!
xxgreenmanalishi: lol
xxgreenmanalishi: sure
sleep_is_horror: no really! You see....I was all out of dragon's blood....and EVERYONE knows you can't cast baby snatching spells without it
xxgreenmanalishi: ..........oh god
sleep_is_horror: but honestly, that's really sad
sleep_is_horror: and I felt bad. poor baby
xxgreenmanalishi: so should i give it back?
sleep_is_horror: yes.
sleep_is_horror: that'd be best.
xxgreenmanalishi: but...
xxgreenmanalishi: it was going to be a delicious.....i mean.....what baby?
sleep_is_horror: Joeseph......give the baby back. Come on...you know how you get....
sleep_is_horror: what if you had a baby, and someone took it from you?
xxgreenmanalishi: id go steal one to replace it?
sleep_is_horror: not everyone is as good at stealing as you are....
xxgreenmanalishi: lol
xxgreenmanalishi: oww
xxgreenmanalishi: ankle...
sleep_is_horror: you're so damn lucky I don't take offence to all this stuff you say
xxgreenmanalishi: lol
xxgreenmanalishi: yes i am
xxgreenmanalishi: <3