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Been thinking of writing a book. I don't know exactly what it would be about though. Kinda want to try and write it without knowing the ending. I think I can do it.
There's a lot of things I want to do though. I feel on the brink of something....like somethings gonna happen. You know, I hate getting in debates with Jan and my mother now. It's hard to say something jokingly. But they've got to learn to trust me on some things. In the past, despite what I chose to do, my heart has always led me the right way...the only problem was if I was going to listen to it or not. I think only recently I have come to a better understanding of myself. I knew when things were going bad...but it's not always something you'll want to accept. I would have rather been wrong, you know? Now though, I've got to trust myself more. Instinct is important. I am very sensitive to emotion...I am very sensitive to people. Sometimes I feel like I am studying people...I'm sitting back and reflecting on them. Reading the body language. Maybe it's why I am interested in religion...how much it affects people. The world in it's entirety is fucking fascinating. Eh...but I am headed too deep for a journal entry...
*You know...I felt something kindred in the fact that we both love the older styles of art.*
My favorite painting:
In other news:
My mom got one of those new Mustangs that looks like a muscle car. It's yellow...black leather interior. I get to drive it! So today we went out riding around...it was cool. Went for coffee then checked out some thrift stores where we ran into Daniael, which was cool. I talked to him for a little, and I think we're going to look for Halloween costumes tomorrow. After that we had lunch and I'm going to a movie with Joey y Aryan King in a bit. Last time Joey and I went out we started play fighting and this car drove by (btw Joey has hair about the same length as mine) and a guy in the car yells "hey little girls, stop fighting"....ruined his night. So he's reluctant to go back to the mall. ^___^.
Ummmm....yeah that's it. This month should be good....Jam Packed with FUN.
There's a lot of things I want to do though. I feel on the brink of something....like somethings gonna happen. You know, I hate getting in debates with Jan and my mother now. It's hard to say something jokingly. But they've got to learn to trust me on some things. In the past, despite what I chose to do, my heart has always led me the right way...the only problem was if I was going to listen to it or not. I think only recently I have come to a better understanding of myself. I knew when things were going bad...but it's not always something you'll want to accept. I would have rather been wrong, you know? Now though, I've got to trust myself more. Instinct is important. I am very sensitive to emotion...I am very sensitive to people. Sometimes I feel like I am studying people...I'm sitting back and reflecting on them. Reading the body language. Maybe it's why I am interested in religion...how much it affects people. The world in it's entirety is fucking fascinating. Eh...but I am headed too deep for a journal entry...
*You know...I felt something kindred in the fact that we both love the older styles of art.*
My favorite painting:
In other news:
My mom got one of those new Mustangs that looks like a muscle car. It's yellow...black leather interior. I get to drive it! So today we went out riding around...it was cool. Went for coffee then checked out some thrift stores where we ran into Daniael, which was cool. I talked to him for a little, and I think we're going to look for Halloween costumes tomorrow. After that we had lunch and I'm going to a movie with Joey y Aryan King in a bit. Last time Joey and I went out we started play fighting and this car drove by (btw Joey has hair about the same length as mine) and a guy in the car yells "hey little girls, stop fighting"....ruined his night. So he's reluctant to go back to the mall. ^___^.
Ummmm....yeah that's it. This month should be good....Jam Packed with FUN.