Outside the Crowds.

[sleepwithknives]

I hope to become something far from the pain you view me as. and I hope to become something far from that feeling of depth and disconnection. sometimes I wonder if things would work better, if you were still inside me. or if I was still inside you.

I change. People change. you change. love changes. unfortunately.

I always said I'd be there till the end. Never let go and never give up. That's what I remember saying laying in the sheets. I recall it perfectly. With my hand in the air pressed to yours miles and miles away.

I suppose I'm afraid to end. what's not quite ended.

I can only take in. so much.