Man...

Feb 17, 2005 19:15

Alright, I'm about to hit rock bottom.
Kay and Jake are here, she's kind of being a crab so I don't really want to bother her. I don't really want to eat either...nothing to eat really...except a sandwich.
I want to go keep myself occupied, I want to play my PS2 but I have to work on my personal narrative for college writing. *sigh* I have that stabbing feeling in my heart, I want to cry. And here I thought I would do okay without you...
Tyson's right, "It's not over," no matter how much I try to avoid it...try to avoid the thought of you. I don't even know if you read my entries anymore. You probably don't. I'm not trying to sound pitiful or want someone to feel sorry for me, no, I'm just letting my thoughts out.
There are times I miss you and there are times I don't miss you...
Right now I really do miss you...but I gotta get you out of my head.
I dreamed about you last night and I know that isn't a sign of us getting back together. It's just me missing you.
I hope you're having fun.
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