Tyson saves Fal XD
I know I said in the previous entry that I was going to bed...
But I called Tyson up after I was contemplating (ooohhh big word XD) of calling Brandon. Now lemme remind you that Tyson could pass as a psycholigist/counceler because he helps almost everyone in school with their problems...especially relationship problems. o_o Well, anyway, he asked/reminded me of why I broke up with Brandon and I thought about all the things he had done to me over those four months he was here and I said I just miss the "kisses, hugging" blah, blah, blah, lovey-dovey stuff.
Then he assured me that I would find someone else who would treat me better, that gave me a lot hope. ^^ That's one of the reasons why I'm still excited to go to Wyoming. XD But I heard the Wind-River rez is kinda bad. o_o;; Heh heh, Tyson said to me, "What if we get shot!" It didn't really bother me until I really thought about it. O_O
Anyway, Tyson always makes me feel better, is all I really want to say. ^_^ I even wrote about him in my last CWP paper...how he and I have been through a lot together and how we will always remain as friends no matter what. ...Geez, I should post that on my LJ Monday.
But Law and Order: SVU was on tonight, watched that while I was talking to Tyson; then Best Week Ever was on and watched that, and then I love the 90s: Part Duex was on and it was the 1994 one. Man, I hated the Crpyt Keeper when I was little, use to scare me soooo bad, I would cry! ^^() But yeah.
Now I'm just wasting more time when I should really be in bed, gotta get up and go to church tomorrow. Woo. I really wish my church had a lot more people, it's just so dead with so few. u_u
Downloading a mp3, Days Go By by Dirty Vegas. That song reminds me of my time when I was in Palm Springs, CA during the UNITY (United National Indian Tribal Youth) Conference. Met a Indian boy from New Mexico, I think. I wish I knew what tribe he was from and his number but all I got was his name: Grant. T_T Some of the girls who went still talk to me about that to this day...
I remember I was looking for him at the dance and I seen him and I was so happy! He and I hugged, I told him I didn't want him to go...then he kissed me on the cheek and the next thing I hear him say was, "Let's move," and he gets all freaky on me. XD I was standing there and said, "But I don't know what to do!" Geez, I felt dumb. But it was fun: the first time I ever went to a dance, actually danced (even though I had no idea of what the hell I was doing), and then comes along the boy I loved. T_T I swear, the last day I was looking all over for him and I think I only ran into him ONCE...that was when I was on the elevator and I could've swore I seen him. I remember the elevator doors opened and there was Grant, standing there looking at me, smiling, "Hi," he said; I smiled back, "Hey," and I walked out of the elevator and never seen him again.
GOD! WHY DIDN'T I REALIZE?! *weeps*
And that was like three years ago. Man, of all the guys I fall in love with..they always get away. Why, why, why? Oh well, I'm just sad, sad on love and Tyson must've done something to me to have me not think about Brandon...hmmm...I'll have to ask him that after church. >_>
*sigh* Past loves...man...I can't wait to get to college...hopefully meet a nice n8tive boy. XD But I have a feeling I will see him again, I've had that feeling ever since I left. I just know I will see him again someday...at a pow-wow, a trip to New Mexico...some where. I just know it.
But I called Tyson up after I was contemplating (ooohhh big word XD) of calling Brandon. Now lemme remind you that Tyson could pass as a psycholigist/counceler because he helps almost everyone in school with their problems...especially relationship problems. o_o Well, anyway, he asked/reminded me of why I broke up with Brandon and I thought about all the things he had done to me over those four months he was here and I said I just miss the "kisses, hugging" blah, blah, blah, lovey-dovey stuff.
Then he assured me that I would find someone else who would treat me better, that gave me a lot hope. ^^ That's one of the reasons why I'm still excited to go to Wyoming. XD But I heard the Wind-River rez is kinda bad. o_o;; Heh heh, Tyson said to me, "What if we get shot!" It didn't really bother me until I really thought about it. O_O
Anyway, Tyson always makes me feel better, is all I really want to say. ^_^ I even wrote about him in my last CWP paper...how he and I have been through a lot together and how we will always remain as friends no matter what. ...Geez, I should post that on my LJ Monday.
But Law and Order: SVU was on tonight, watched that while I was talking to Tyson; then Best Week Ever was on and watched that, and then I love the 90s: Part Duex was on and it was the 1994 one. Man, I hated the Crpyt Keeper when I was little, use to scare me soooo bad, I would cry! ^^() But yeah.
Now I'm just wasting more time when I should really be in bed, gotta get up and go to church tomorrow. Woo. I really wish my church had a lot more people, it's just so dead with so few. u_u
Downloading a mp3, Days Go By by Dirty Vegas. That song reminds me of my time when I was in Palm Springs, CA during the UNITY (United National Indian Tribal Youth) Conference. Met a Indian boy from New Mexico, I think. I wish I knew what tribe he was from and his number but all I got was his name: Grant. T_T Some of the girls who went still talk to me about that to this day...
I remember I was looking for him at the dance and I seen him and I was so happy! He and I hugged, I told him I didn't want him to go...then he kissed me on the cheek and the next thing I hear him say was, "Let's move," and he gets all freaky on me. XD I was standing there and said, "But I don't know what to do!" Geez, I felt dumb. But it was fun: the first time I ever went to a dance, actually danced (even though I had no idea of what the hell I was doing), and then comes along the boy I loved. T_T I swear, the last day I was looking all over for him and I think I only ran into him ONCE...that was when I was on the elevator and I could've swore I seen him. I remember the elevator doors opened and there was Grant, standing there looking at me, smiling, "Hi," he said; I smiled back, "Hey," and I walked out of the elevator and never seen him again.
GOD! WHY DIDN'T I REALIZE?! *weeps*
And that was like three years ago. Man, of all the guys I fall in love with..they always get away. Why, why, why? Oh well, I'm just sad, sad on love and Tyson must've done something to me to have me not think about Brandon...hmmm...I'll have to ask him that after church. >_>
*sigh* Past loves...man...I can't wait to get to college...hopefully meet a nice n8tive boy. XD But I have a feeling I will see him again, I've had that feeling ever since I left. I just know I will see him again someday...at a pow-wow, a trip to New Mexico...some where. I just know it.