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ok sooo......... i really do not want to be that girl.
like... REALLLLY.
but last night i was falling asleep.... and O texted me saying he was going to go home for the night.
i just wanted to be like... "sleep here..."...
no expectations.... no being more than friends.
just come over... and sleep in my bed. i just wanted to have someone next to me.
however.. i did not do that.
because he has a girlfriend.. and honestly.... i am sitting on the edge of my seat
waiting for nic to visit.
.............................
why do i always get the guys that have a huge barrier infront of them
-girlfriend..
-live somewhere else.
what the effff.
like... REALLLLY.
but last night i was falling asleep.... and O texted me saying he was going to go home for the night.
i just wanted to be like... "sleep here..."...
no expectations.... no being more than friends.
just come over... and sleep in my bed. i just wanted to have someone next to me.
however.. i did not do that.
because he has a girlfriend.. and honestly.... i am sitting on the edge of my seat
waiting for nic to visit.
.............................
why do i always get the guys that have a huge barrier infront of them
-girlfriend..
-live somewhere else.
what the effff.