haven't updated in a while

Nov 24, 2005 23:45

i mostly write in my xanga - lookoutforangel

Have you ever just saw your life in pause. I have like everybody around you is going fast foward into their life and my life has been put on pause.

There is times when I think I'm trying to ruin my life, because it's like i don't deserve to be happy. But there is no reason why i should be doing this.

I always feel empty like there is a major part of me missing, and for once it's not about having a boyfriend it something else.

Like most people in this world, i want to change me i want to be somebody else. As long as I'm not me.

I also feel like a quitter, if i start something i can never finish it.

I tend to let myself down alot. Like I'm never good enough. And i will never be.
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