Dec 20, 2005 14:12
last night nicholas died.
he was shot in compton 15 times, his birthday was in 4 days, on christmas!
and he was the good child! i loved him so much, i cant believe he died, it was so unexcpected!
he was so successful, and ill miss him forever, and i dont know what to do....
this is so sad, and now we might have to stay home and not go to san fransisco, and im so sad-
shannas back from new york.
phoebes in hawaii.
i can go to lenas party.
but despite anything thats good, christmas is ruined and i dont know what to do, this is so fucked up.
out of all people, they took away the best, happiest, guy there is...and its so