ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME
EVEN MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND THINKS IM FUCKING FAT. I CANT FUCKING STAND THIS ANYMORE. WHEN THE FUCK DID THIS HAPPEN? WHO AM I? WHERE DID MY SELF CONTROL GO? I USED TO GO ALL DAY WITHOUT EATING. IM GOING TO THE GYM EVERY FUCKING DAY, I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT IS GOING ON, WHO NEEDS ME OR HOW CRAPPY I FEEL. I AM GOING. SLIM FAST AND SALAD ALL DAY EVERY FUCKING DAY. IM GETTING DIET PILLS AND GIVING UP DRINKING AND IM GONNA DROP THIS EXTRA FUCKING WEIGHT AND MORE. AND THEN WE'LL SEE WHAT EVERYONE HAS GOT TO FUCKING SAY TO ME. I WONT STOP UNTIL PEOPLE ARE WORRIED. SERIOUSLY FUCKING WORRIED.
/end rant