we can drive for years...we're waiting to feel alive
the night life...with the best of friends
...we drove away from everything until there were no lights behind us....only trees and our dimmed headlights...and as we get further into the distance so does the worry of home...the thought of going back to the things that upset your stomach...and cause sleep to come uneasy.....you can actually see the stars...and can feel the pure air open your lungs....it was like we died...and came back to life....
and the one thing...you come back to the only love you feel is true and unspoiled....the love that creates music so beautiful you cant take it all in at once..."its like god put an angel on earth just for you"....when you think its all just make believe and the when you wake up shes right beside you...sleeping...and still just as beautiful as when she opened the door....its flawless....i cant believe someone could look so beautiful no matter what....
but theres always that constant tension....of what could happen if you put all of your faith in this....to have it all ripped apart....like everyone else youve ever loved....it not easy to trust when the people you were made to trust the most betrayed you all your life from the beggining...my stomach hurts more and more everyday....i think everything is finally starting to catch up with me....it took years to surface....but i can never find the courage to let it out...so you sleep and sleep...and you can never get enough of it...
should i tell her or not...is it too soon....
i want to just put a day aside soon....and just talk about everything...it feels likes its been awhile since we just laid in bed and talked...
....shes like the best song youve ever heard
...we drove away from everything until there were no lights behind us....only trees and our dimmed headlights...and as we get further into the distance so does the worry of home...the thought of going back to the things that upset your stomach...and cause sleep to come uneasy.....you can actually see the stars...and can feel the pure air open your lungs....it was like we died...and came back to life....
and the one thing...you come back to the only love you feel is true and unspoiled....the love that creates music so beautiful you cant take it all in at once..."its like god put an angel on earth just for you"....when you think its all just make believe and the when you wake up shes right beside you...sleeping...and still just as beautiful as when she opened the door....its flawless....i cant believe someone could look so beautiful no matter what....
but theres always that constant tension....of what could happen if you put all of your faith in this....to have it all ripped apart....like everyone else youve ever loved....it not easy to trust when the people you were made to trust the most betrayed you all your life from the beggining...my stomach hurts more and more everyday....i think everything is finally starting to catch up with me....it took years to surface....but i can never find the courage to let it out...so you sleep and sleep...and you can never get enough of it...
should i tell her or not...is it too soon....
i want to just put a day aside soon....and just talk about everything...it feels likes its been awhile since we just laid in bed and talked...
....shes like the best song youve ever heard